Lossed in my own mind
Freestyle rap:
(Sigh) yea.....check check is this microphone on.....sigh Yo my life is like a roller coaster, spinning out of control, this is no amusement park but it seems like everyone's coming and going, laughing at me when I’m having a moment, I'm not perfect, I gotta brain problem and you motherfuckers are laughing and I don't even deserve it, so what, I had problems in high school , always goofing off in the classroom, yea I got caught with weed, I ain’t scared, when they asked me about it, i was like a boss and asked if they wanted too sharе ( laughes ) go ahead and call me a playеr, because I was, i had no shame in that category, I was one of those people always skipping class and making a new enemies, but I always did my work, and turned it in on time so don't even be little me, I always achieved straight A's and you niggas are getting mad cuz you know your not better then me, you ain't even on my level so stop trying to get rid of me. I ain't completely sorry for the things I have done, I have lied and cheated and committed sins that should have me sentenced to death but I'm standing here begging, begging for a chance to re write my wrongs, even tho no one believes in me, pitty me, might go home an take shots, listen to a sad song, pass out an wake up laughin cuz I dreamed about proving to all of you ass kissin, non believin, self obsorbin bitches that I can make a difference, so go ahead an mark your selves down on my shit list, I hear people bringing up that i was a drama starter, nah fool I just slide into an argument that has already been started, add my 2 cents then leave. If you didn't like my opinion then leave stop being petty and trashy I said what i had to say to get it off my chest, you people are acting like if this was a political conversation just shut up and take it, damn I'm feeling the irritation, keep talkin an their will be an assassination, Yo the passed is the passed an if you got something on yo mind then dont be a pussy, just say it, I’m tired of all the staring and whisperin an all the gossipin, in the room, yea I’m a failure, but i graduated too, you confused, so am i, I think they passed me cuz they couldn't handle me at the time, wrote a complaint Ask in why I was passed even tho I had a record of breakin the rules, every min an every hour including at lunch time, never got an email back, oh well I’m free to do whatever now, so call me when its dinner time, bruh I'm going crazy, like the joker who's obsessed with Batman, now I'm laying on the table passed out, cuz I’m high, feelin like a Loony Toon, hammering Bugs Bunny, bitches that mess wit me are straight up dummys trying to be funny, saying random shit makin me vomit and bottom line is your comments are trash, I'm sorry but let me be clear you homeys a fake, it was all good and fine, but talkin shit and lyin that you wasn't is crossing the line, I normally shred people that are ignorant but. Instead I won't but best believe the next time you pick a fight make sure you can win, you fuckin sissy, an what's up with social media, women be like they single but they be rejecting every guy that askes them out, just cuz ur crush is fuckin yo best friend don't mean you gotta be a hoe an post your feelings, then get mad when someone cares, its all drama but its ok its fine but when I say something everyone leaves me on read then has the nerve too say your complaining that you got no friends , bitch if I had friends everyone would be answering their phones regardless on what they doin, dont bullshit me, you know your fat ass is sitting on that couch doin nothin but watching sesame street, Mr and Mrs Oscar the grouch lookin ass, no ones always busy, I hate when a nigga comments on somthin, saying they busy, makes me really wonder if they lyin an talkin shit about me, i guess I will never know either way keep my name out your mouths cuz I'm not a failure I'm just mildly lossed in my own mind
