[Verse 1: The Rep]
I'm looking for this elevator door
But the only thing I see is an elevated rope
And it's hanging from the ceiling, suicidal thoughts
Could never make success but I could make a killing
And I am the abortion that was kept a secret
The teacher put his hands on me while we were having recess
You said you knew my pain but you ain't been through what I've been through
I can't find a razor to cut my wrists, so I sharpen up this pencil
And I try dodging this missile
I cry jobs in the tissue
It's my fault that I'm twisted
A time bomb and I'm ticking
I am your addiction
Turn the lights off in that house
Turn the computer on in that room
Hope that no one else will find out
(Hope that no one else will find out)
I think I crossed over the line
Tryna to get sober, I'm fine
Gimme the keys to the car
Having a couple of drinks doesn't mean I don't know how drive
I go to sleep and I open my eyes
How can I get peace when I'm broken inside?
Tryna get deep as the ocean is wide
Smoking this weed helps me open my mind
(Open my mind)
The minute I'm sober, I write
Swallowed a lie
I am the voice, telling the truth, you'll never die
Sell me your soul, give me your mind
You only live once, there's plenty of time
There's always tomorrow, pray for a sign
God doesn't exist, He's just in your mind
(Just in your mind, just in your mind, just in your mind)
[Chorus: The Rep]
I used to snort hero'
I used to pop pills
I used to slang cocaine
This is how we live
Coming up in the dough game
Heavy, oh so heavy
The pain is so heavy
It'll make you think I don't exist
Well welcome to the 13th floor 'cause this is where he lives
[Verse 2: Govenor Reiss]
At fifteen I was snorting cocaine, at sixteen I was on dope
Look at me, a young teenager, the definition of no hope
Young east beast, I was in these streets, AR with a scope
Worked around the clock, I sold rocks from off my porch
I'm talking deepest depths of darkness
A youngin', I come up heartless
And it's murder after murder, raised in New Orleans
Lord, do you hear me callin'? I hope I got the right number
All I knew is that without your name, my spirit, man he hungers
My body say give up but in the midst of all this evil
I pray God show me mercy and protection for his people
I'm tryna be transparent and get it off my chest
'Cause I know truth gon' set me free and I get strength when I confess
See I'd prolly never found Jesus if I first never found the bottom
Crime in my city, New Orleans something like Gotham
You can take God out of the schools but you can't take 'em out of my life
Leave my past, become my purpose, now my soul is hid in Christ
[Chorus: The Rep]
I used to snort hero'
I used to pop pills
I used to slang cocaine
This is how we live
Coming up in the dough game
Heavy, oh so heavy
The pain is so heavy
It'll make you think I don't exist
Well welcome to the 13th floor 'cause this is where he lives
[Bridge: The Rep]
I'm-I'm-I'm the life
I'm-I'm-I'm the bread
Come and drink my blood
Come-come-come and eat my flesh
Those who trust in me-me-me-me
They will never die
So serve me with all your heart
See-seek and you shall find
[Chorus: The Rep]
I used to snort hero'
I used to pop pills
I used to slang cocaine
This is how we live
Coming up in the dough game
Heavy, oh so heavy
The pain is so heavy
It'll make you think I don't exist
Well welcome to the 13th floor 'cause this is where he lives
