Intro:
No, I don't like to apologize
I meant what i said, contributing to our demise
Still you mesmerizing at all times, my heart can't hide that
So I rather run and ride lifes tides
Hook:
Opening the door to our needs
Closing up back, accept the defeat
What you want for yourself isn't what I want 4 me
Let's unchain us, so we thrive, set us free
Help me open up the doors to our needs
No turning back or we end cold on concrete
Coped with enough shit that made wrists bleed
Think we gotta close us to open up a gate to our needs
Verse:
Always analyzing
Through traumatic situations in my past
But each day I'm realizing
It's also my fault, so many demons got cast
Into my life
Had to build up defences
Towers so high three eyes can't catch em
Had no one to help me clean up the rampage
Must be the reason I act like a savage
Always reflecting, too much pressure
Roll up neglect it, band-aid on shot won't make it better
Betrayal let my emotions erode, now u go sever
The letters I've placed in manners on intention
To unravel stigmatized sources society is planting over millenials
Into the head of every human descendent, cursed to take history for granted
We move too fast and ain't respecting our ancestors beliefs and failures
Getting lead on by traitors, but
My minds above any matter
So what does it even matter
You don't get it, let us get up
We've had it, gotta end it
Fated disconnect, got humble respect, 4 Kendrick and 6lack, you released me with every lecture I've mastered, each poem eventually got me over neglect
Created to fade in with the most vicious
Social resemblance, Coles foretold legend, Yeah, I'm aware there's a phase and place in life where we all shine, got ma mask off
Hate all this condescending
But these fiends trying to bust my esteem, nah, nah, nah never, ever again
Adapted to be an alienated existence with no ground beneath my feet
Hook:
Wanted to open the door to your and my needs
Cause sacrifice gon' get you up, when you dwell in defeat
What you want for yourself isn't what i want 4 me
I unchained us, so we could thrive and be free
And
U helped us open up the doors to our needs
No turn backs now , we'd end up cold on concrete
Coped with so much shit that made wrists bleed
We gotta close us to open up a gate to our needs
Verse 2:
See I'm easily distracted, mood swings over seasons, going rampant
Anxietys, depression, cold raw madness, every day outta my tomb, my grave, a lot baggage
I carry on my shoulders, u scared, I get it, but mostly got it under control
Since I got enlightened, shown who I was and received the tools to handle my flow
Overloaded on energy since, being too constant in the news, causes heartache
After 29 years of failing, trying over
I know too well when my heart breaks
But through the pain we evolve
And overcome our limits
Problems better be worthy, then i will solve em
Fuck if the vessel is busted, I'll row it, I'm winning but
Look, can't find a way to explain it, under the crust too much stuffs going on
Tried to be honest, straightforward but at the end it seems i just came on too strong
At times I'm impulsive and spiral a bit
Still I'm able to pick me up, do it alone, also pick my own values, morals and convincements
Enough backbone to admit to
When i was wrong, even if he didn't like it
Real grateful I'm getting strength from above, blessed, no ain't ever gon' forget cuss
No breaks or distraction, took a stone to forge a throne
To continue ascending' i gotta think like a god, so it's over, u dead so u logged off, but that don't mean i am gonna rust (ownd)
Hook:
Opening the door to your and my needs
Closing the back, accept our defeat
What u want for yourself isn't what i want 4 me
Had to unchain us, so we could thrive and be free
(but at times)
But at times
I wish we had locked up the doors to our own needs
Taken some steps back, be together, retreat
Cause what u wanted 4 yourself could've been what I wanted 4 me
But now that we free this dream irreversibly fades away
