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Trauma Lyrics by Saudi

Msotra Don’t Die

2023

[Intro]
I feel like I’m the last trapper left
Sawfside

[Chorus]
I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why
My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile
I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up
I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth
Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me
Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment
I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why
My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile
I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up
I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth
Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me
Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment

[Verse 1]
Had me a year after my brother
You were supposed to get an abortion
I’m just saying there’ll never be a day you regret it
My nigga gone, can’t raise his
Treat my mama like my daughter yeah
My niece my daughter, ng’saphila ain’t a thing azoyiswela yena
Indlel’ enzima ing’tandile
Ihlez’ iz’khethela mina, what can I say?
Ngi’indoda umehluko ukuthi bade, I ain’t never been scared to die
You can tell by my eyes
You can tell even by the way I smile
Ya kukhon’ inhlungu lana ez’sithele

[Chorus]
I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why
My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile
I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up
I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth
Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me
Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment
I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why
My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile
I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up
I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth
Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me
Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment

[Verse 2]
I ran out of money, ran out of some friends too
Deserted the apartment, bese ngayikhomba eSoweto
And I did what I said I would if I ever go broke
I get in my feelings when rappers say they sold dope (R.I.P Citi nigga)
I ran into money, ran into some issues
This money drew a wedge between mina nabantu
I love more than I love myself, that’s where I went so wrong
Forgive me and’soze nd’ngazi nakekeli k’qala

Mangakwata mina ang’satshelwa
Makungab’ as’zwani k’cono sihlukane
Estraateni ngalahleka
Ngalahlekelwa inhliziyoyam’
Voices in my head say ngik’fak’ inhlamvu ekhanda
Bafun’ uphumelele makungab’ bahamba nawe
Ng’kengalahleka, ngalahlekelwa ukuz’thanda ng’ngakhon’ nok’thandaza

[Chorus]
I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why
My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile
I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up
I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth
Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me
Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment
I lost umalum’ wam’ last year, couldn’t even cry, I wonder why
My heart so cold that you can see the pain even in my smile
I know so many people who’ll never see they daughter grow up
I know some more who died before they baby mama gave birth
Ma’ ndiyabulela, you should’ve aborted me
Ndazalwa uxakekile, ngapha unemployment
Credits
Saudi

Saudi

About “Trauma” by Saudi

Read the complete lyrics to "Trauma" by Saudi from the album "Msotra Don’t Die" in 2023. On Lyrks you can follow along with the full text, explore the artist's discography, and discover related songs. The track is often categorized under IsiZulu, Hip-Hop, Rap.

"Trauma" is performed by Saudi. from the album "Msotra Don’t Die" in 2023 This page provides the full lyric text for fans who want to sing along, study the songwriting, or compare versions across releases. Lyrks organizes lyrics by artist and song slug so you can bookmark and share a stable URL. Music lyrics help listeners connect with emotion, narrative, and rhythm in a track. Whether you are learning English, researching a favorite chorus, or preparing for karaoke, having accurate line breaks and section labels (verse, chorus, bridge) makes the experience easier. We link to the official artist profile on Lyrks where available, including biography snippets, top songs, and chart placements when we have that data. If you enjoy "Trauma", explore more songs by Saudi using the links below. Chart and trending pages on Lyrks highlight what listeners are searching for this week. For copyright or correction requests, see our DMCA and contact pages.

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"Trauma" is credited to Saudi. Songwriting credits may include additional writers listed on the release; check the credits section on this page for linked collaborators.

"Trauma" appears on "Msotra Don’t Die" in 2023.

Visit the Saudi artist page at /artist/saudi for biography, popular tracks, and links to more lyric pages.

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