[Intro]
Mhm, yeah
[Refrain]
I can't believe
I can't believe
I can't believe (No more)
I can't, I-I can't (No, no, no more)
I can't believe my eyes (I...)
My.. Own, very eyes
[Verse 1]
Do they betray me?
When I'm at the lowest, do they even help?
Guess not
So I went upstairs to take it all out
Have some time to vent, damn!
Got no friends, just have fam near me
Yet, I'm always so alone
Can't handle anything on my own, why does it always fall?
Forgive me, man, don't give me, any hope or call that is never in town
These poems that I write ain't just for fun or hobbies
It's forever, totems created from the concrete
No movies, spending time on the lobby (I can't believe)
And everything's nothing, just a black hole
This whole time of mine, cover me in dust
Ay, sometimes writing does me worse (The worst, worse)
Overthinking some that may be out of my control
Keeps making my mind loop on the same and same pain
It all got me so low (So low, solo)
Keep me on my bad mood, sad dude, my fall (Fall)
Suicide keeps me on the edge at all times (Yeah)
Stuck in the mud, dark vortex, am I even lucky? (Even lucky?)
In a maze with no ends, I be in a sad mood
'Bout to go ahead and crash everything, don't want none on my sight
Walking on the shadows of the meadow
A swamp within the night, only light is the lamp
It all got my head going crazy, AH!
[Pre-Chorus]
I can feel the wind moving
The air breezes against me
I can only hold strong and hope
[Chorus]
The world is withered down
I grasp my mentality, just want to pass everybody
Nah, the void swallows me
Darkness engulfs my all
I fall
[Verse 2]
The wind is strong, the rain's long
I am at an all time low
The fall is near, my winter's fear
Huh, you see yourself now
Mirrors reflecting, sky is breaking, the whole town is a mess
And, I can't get enough oxygen
The only option left is to lean and fall
I be feeling close, and closer to losing my mind
Mess around and break anything in my way
In a cabin, in a lakehouse, man, and I got no brakes
Lock me inside my home and tell me everything'll be okay (I need, need, please)
Can't even get my vision on it, it's way too clear to see
Blurry and shattered thoughts spread 'round, making cuts and creating some more
Just, get me in a straitjacket, all I need, uh
It's all I need, because if I won't ever stop falling, who will I be?
A kamikaze crashing down directly on the middle to be left in the mud
I can feel it all burn, do I carry my burdens?
The coldest night and day, nothing's the difference in place
'Cause I always fall, but will I get up after that?
I be lost, can't get some sleep
14 years inside of the same cycle, and I want the freedom
[Refrain]
I
I-I-, y-you, m-me, break fr—
Can't believe
Believe
[Chorus]
The world is a somber cloud
I take a hold of my mentality, want to break it all down
Hm, the vortex swallows me
Blindness engulfs my all
I fell down
Fall
Can you comprehend how much I fall every day?
When the birds don't sing no more
And the flowers left by the wind are close to none
I fall
[Pre-Chorus]
I can feel the wind moving
The air breezes against me
I can only hold strong and hope
[Verse 3]
Everything disappears around me
It's all black, turn the lights off
It's just, me, phantoms and my nightmares
Falling to the neverending void, downwards to Hell
I, I can feel the calling, I don't know, will I pick up, hmm
The sky is falling, the wind is calling
Sometimes it's so weird I end up blank
Beautiful death, want to be at peace
But that's too much for right now I see
I walk out the door and up towards the mountain
A valley of the fear and nooses hanging from nothing
I'll fall everytime I hear another noise on my head
[Refrain]
I can't believe
Believe, 'lieve
I can't believe
I can't, can't
I, I, I
I pray to You, Lord
