[Verse 1]
\nI'm down low, always felt this way
\nBut right now, the feeling keeps increasing
\nIs there any point in doing these things?
\nSo tired, many nights without a light
\nLeft me lonely, sorrounded by darkness
\nAnd the memories that haunt me don't do me no good
\nIn a world where they eat my imagination, wouldn't go past a day without creating
\nIn this industry looking around, everything contaminates
\nAs the planes pass over me flying to live and die
\nIt's a warzone outside, my nightmares that never cease to exist
\nAnd never еxit my mind, some traumas I've nevеr experienced
\nBut I've seen vividly, 'cause death doesn't lie
\n
\n[Chorus]
\nFrom the phantoms to my
\nIn the search of the biggest clouds
\nStaying under looking up to the rain that falls
\nAn overcast loving outcast
\nFallin' and fallin', I'm swimming
\nThrough the clouds, ah yeah
\n
\n[Verse 2]
\nOh, you'll see me dissapear
\nInto the nothing, I fall back
\nNever wanted for this to not be another fairytale
\nNow I've fallen out of Heaven, oh, back to the hell, hm
\nA carnage I can't help but see, mauled by bits
\nAnd people still don't see the reality that we l-l-living in
\nIt has been all my fault, it's all my fault
\nHow can I not stand up for myself? How can't I express everything?
\nMaybe it was my father that left, but back then I never realized
\nLook, right now, feel like no one hears me, or even dares to see me once
\nAt the rock bottom, below the Earth, right on Hell
\nWhy can't I be just like everyone else? Why do I always hurt myself?!
\nWhen standing outside
\nForgive me for it all, I am a sinner
\nLetting lust, sloth, and gluttony take over me
\nI know people ain't honest, I almost ran outta tears this morning
\nIt's seventeen, and I say, R.I.P to my spirit (Woah)
\nAnother light brightens up when I shut down, another basement opens up when I forget the door
\nIt is all school, all work, all life, no secrets, no passion, all fear (All fear)
\nSeeing a steady noose, ready for me in abyss
\nI want to sleep and have peace, forever
\nSo, hey, I'm just begging some
\nLet the airplanes fall over me
\n
\n[Verse 3]
\nAHH!!! Just got another headache now
\nPass me the light, might go insane right now
\nI'll go and start destroying everywhere I am, saying "forget the world!" in every state
\nAnd I ain't evil, but my name's Jean
\nJust push me off and I'll take a spin
\nOr whatever it takes, it comes from the enemy
\nBut I never did it, it all comes from the Father, forgive me
\nI need to rest, take my insanity out of my sight
\nI can see a graveyard from miles and miles away from my vision
\nUp there in the clouds, it's all grey, but not for rain or any weather
\nIt's all from CO2, we have destroyed everything in our path
\nThe water's green, I can't see the color in anything
\nThe paranoia, can't go anywhere like this
\nAs the phantoms fly up in the sky, fear stalking the land
\nAll while we were asleep, coming out of nowhere
\nIt's all black, all black, all black
\nWe can't hide, no turning back now, I
\nJust stay home, outside is a war, we never wanted this
\nIt all goes down, no sun anymore, no one is safe, man
\nAir that I breathe turns to smoke, as the temperature rises up
\nNot many options, but to fall off and let death speak for itself
\nSpeaking of stories never told and nightmares reborn
\n
\n[Bridge]
\nBeen away too long
\nTwo years, can't control myself
\nThree years, in my first mixtape
\nFour years, these are my worst fears
\nFive years and I'll, nah
\nTake me back to wintertime, and
\nI'll just, pass you to the clouds of my dreams
\n
\n[Chorus]
\nFrom the phantoms to my
\nIn the search of the biggest clouds
\nStaying under looking up to the rain that falls
\nAn overcast loving outcast
\nFallin' and fallin', I'm swimming
\nThrough the clouds, ah yeah\n\n
