Ever hung with homies in a crack den?
Shit, I hate I when I remember back then
Doubt it’s further back than 2010
Still get flashbacks of a time ago
Chose the streets to be my home
Spent some years, been quite alone
Abandoned homes are pretty cold
Mattress on the floor with a drugged out whore cus she’s been stealing yo score
Cracked windows and broken steps
Seemed similar to life’s concept
The life we be living, no future comes with the rep
Call bullshit bitch I’ll win that bet
You don’t know just how dark my life does get
Only time I feel fulfilled is in the booth or on set
Without art I’m as good as dead
As good as a dried up skit
But I got the belly of a tiger, always hungry for success
You won’t catch me doubting myself, I’ll dive right in the mess
A bloodbath I poured by relieving the stress
You don’t get away with making me out less
Saying ‘I’m a white man on the mic
I need shock value to impress’
You’ll be whiter than white when I tie this mic cable round your neck tight
Time-lapse your face turning red, turning blue, I turn out the lights, blow your fuse, get on the mic instead of anonymously hitting dislike if you got something to say, cus even though I am white, I’m here until the end of your days, you can’t make me quit, you can’t cut zero pay, so if you got something you wanting to say, either spit it the fuck out or get the fuck out my way
Psychopath with a heart of gold
Full of love but dead blood cold
But comparing to the days of old
Finally gone a different road
Circles, dizzy, stub your toe
Mazes, lost, got no control
Roller coaster, emotional
Just call me Batman, Brave and Bold
Voice command, Utility belt activate, unfold
At one side’s an Uzi
The other side a whole goddamn load of ammo
I’m the man that got the gang back together
Bunch of loser drunks I showed you weed was better
I’m bout to go crazy get a straight jacket and the fetters
‘Fore I kill you all, I ain’t no serial killer
Won’t do it over time I’ll kill y’all all at once
I’m iller
Better walk around me cus you won’t be excused, I’m a pillar
If you make the mistake of thinking I’m affable
Beware the poison ivy I’ve disguised as a daffodil
I swear I ain’t joking when I say I gotta secret ghat to kill
Cus you’re looking so handy-cap-able
So when you all claim I act the psycho
When you show me disrespect that’s how you know I’m pretty well reserved or you’d be extinct just like the Dodo it’s well deserved but low and behold I been too soft I let you go but shit it feels like it’s maybe time to explode
Maybe time to expose...
Little whiney bitches, wastes of time
Oh and just before it slips my mind
To all you 30/40 year olds
I been with Milfs with kids I raised they babies so quit acting like I’m a child you’re not any wiser it’s time to dial
It back, I probably experienced more in life than you’ve experienced sex with your own wives
These little kids with no fathers, so like a man I tread the line
Stepped it up so I think I’ll be fine when my own baby arrives in good time
I been stabbed in the back with many knives
See y’all think I’m one of these nice polite guys
Cus I put on a smile and the puppy eyes
But they go red like an Alpha when enraged, last thing you see before you die
Call me Scrup-Dogg cus when I do I’m probably high
There’s more loyalty in homos than homies, LGBT+ whatever
I ain’t judging, fair dues to any crew that sticks together
Cus there ain’t no love in this one
And when it’s gone it’s gone forever
The fucked thing is y’all envied me
Then one guy twisted thoughts to see
Could he be as fucking cool as me
Learned to rap, same kinda clothes, put coke inside your nose, literally paraphrasing my fucking jokes
I don’t know what it is you’ve done or said yo but you twisted knots good cus you killed the hero
You tried to break my confidence and goddamn it you’d of done it, only you fucks ain’t worth the plummet I can’t get with the program
I don’t get how the fuck you run it
Don’t know how much more I can stomach
Fuck it. Leave it
Fuck him. Let’s go at ‘em all
