Part I
[Intro]
NOVO got that heat, boy!
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[Pre-Chorus]
Fuck it, I'ma off me, put the knife right through my body
Why I'm feeling so damn faulty? Why I'm feeling so damn faulty?
Huh, fuck it, I'ma off me, put a stone into my body
Why I'm feeling so damn faulty? Why I'm feeling so damn faulty?
[Chorus]
I hate myself for messing shit up, I can't do this anymore
I hate myself for being a cunt, I can't do this anymore
I hate myself for messing shit up, I can't do this anymore
I hate myself for being a cunt, I can't do this anymore
[Verse]
You gave me bruises, it is what it is
You made me ruthless, sick of this shit
I'll leave you toothless, so you shut up, bitch
I'll make you moveless, make your blood a drink
I'm so fucking tired, I could tear my brain out
Wrap your fucking weapons on my soul, give me a stain down
Swear, I'm done with being anxious, someone get me out
I'ma find the nigga who gave me this and tear his fucking spine out
Fuck, please get it out, it has ruined my routes
It has ruined my mouth, it has ruined
[Pre-Chorus]
Fuck it, I'ma off me, put the knife right through my body
Why I'm feeling so damn faulty? Why I'm feeling so damn faulty?
Huh, fuck it, I'ma off me, put a stone into my body
Why I'm feeling so damn faulty? Why I'm feeling so damn faulty?
[Chorus]
I hate myself for messing shit up, I can't do this anymore
I hate myself for being a cunt, I can't do this anymore
I hate myself for messing shit up, I can't do this anymore
I hate myself for being a cunt, I can't do this anymore
[Outro]
Fuck, why the fuck do I exist?
I can't even escape, will I ever be missed? Oh
Part II
[Intro]
NOVO got that heat, boy!
[Verse 2]
Whatever I got, it's gon' get me a bonus
A lot of times I've done lost my focus
You say you a killer, but really you bitchmade
Bet you won't track, you cannot beat Selfmxde
Run past these niggas, we making a parade
Still rock the black 'n white, I feel like a damn maid
I'll staple your teeth to your lips, don't test me
Why all these baboons tryna kill the best me?
Don't give a fuck, bro, these are my thoughts
I blame myself for causing destruction
Nowadays, I think bout suicide a lot
I blame myself for living with nothing
I'll blame the demons, they deserve the cussin'
Kick their body while they havin' a seizure
Next time, I'll do the same to their leader
Make him disabled, he gon' need a wheelchair
Dragging your body, leave you in the wilderness
Causing some damage, lil' bitch, I am killing it
Oh, you not feeling me? You fall to crumbs
This is my void, you ho, are you dumb, the fuck?
I'll smoke their death 'til their corpses are burnt
Still that kid when he's always turnt
This is my heart when I'm feeling so hurt
This is my heart when you gonna get murked
[Chorus]
I know why I exist, because I was down to win
I've done grew up out of the grave and I've erased every sin
I know why I exist, because I was down to make a path
You can't beat me, bitch, you musty, you can go and take a bath
[Verse 3]
Is it me or am I out of it? The cider, I've done down the bitch
The dark times I can't count them shits, it's too much, man, I'm out of it
I'm too fucked to be losing, everything is mine
Yeah, I know it sounds confusing, but that's fucking life
Why I keep overthinking, I'm too fucking dumb to have this
And I'm filling up with madness, put a TEC' into your pattern
Cop some rings, I feel like Saturn, don't want your hoe, you can have her
Soon, they will get the damn laughter, they'll burn to ashes like them rappers
[Chorus]
I know why I exist, because I was down to win
I've done grew up out of the grave and I've erased every sin
I know why I exist, because I was down to make a path
You can't beat me, bitch, you musty, you can go and take a bath
I know why I exist, because I was down to win
I've done grew up out of the grave and I've erased every sin
I know why I exist, because I was down to make a path
You can't beat me, bitch, you musty, you can go and take a bath
