[Verse 1]
Used to wish on a star, now I'm wishin on the sky
Cause it felt like it didn't count, no matter the time
Now I'm rockin out scars that twine in the psyche
Obsessed with the concept that there's a second side of me
A sinnin side of me, sick and subject to sodomy
Apply suppositories before I begin to ignore me
It's getting boring, I'm sick of bein stuck in the loops
I'm hoppin out and I'm water now of the different groups
Is the water free? Well it better be
Or best believe I'm not getting water, yeah, just skip over me
That's OG to the TCTH crew
Water for a dollar? You know that we're never coming through
And even in the recent news, CTM is still makin moves
Who woulda knew how the meme team could still improve?
Mid-October, it's over, and now we pushin through
Separation comes, then bonds back, missin a few
[Chorus]
Investigation of self and who do I be?
I'm just a rapper from Vassar, yeah, call me Shodi
In the past weeks, searching through my psyche
All I wanna know is: I wanna know me
Investigation of self and who do I be?
I'm just a rapper from Vassar, yeah, call me Shodi
In the past weeks, seekin where my life peaked
All I wanna know is: I wanna know me
[Verse 2]
You wanna know you?
Never get stuck in the loops
The repetition; your daily life, you're gettin used
The repetition; you're passive livin, you'll be replaced
When your dreams die, is when you hop out of the race
I seen it happen before my eyes
And I can't believe since it seemed that she would never be trapped
Never studied and always making out to be funny
Now stuck in the country and that "show me the money"
[Intermission]
Never live life like a game show
That's the death of the contest
And you got a lot to write before that happens
Ayo
[Verse 3]
Always more to write, that's the passion that I speak from
Why I keep the notebooks and why you call can see them
The concepts and projects embedded in my brain
It's the same damn thing when the ink hits the page
The spirals of rage, the fits of the spite
The eyes of the caged and the fists in the fight
Pry off your gaze and fangs for the bite and
Smile to the haze outside in the night
It's- stressful wishing for a sacrifice
In black and white, my oversight is wrong and right
I overwrite the whole night of that relation
Spread Wings around realizing the temptation
[Chorus]
Investigation of self and who do I be?
I'm just a rapper from Vassar, yeah, call me Shodi
In the past weeks, searching through the psyche
All I wanna know is: I wanna know me
Investigation of self and who do I be?
I'm just a rapper from Vassar, yeah, call me Shodi
In the past weeks, seekin where my life peaked
All I wanna know is: I wanna know me
[Intermission]
Know yourself
Matter fact, love yourself
It was a long way to get to those two points
But it was always this way on 12/29/2018
Nothing could have changed this
Cause you can't go back
I know that much for sure
[Verse 4]
Always stay improvin and never take a lie-down
SVSU all got the high ground
Takin you way down back to my town
Waitin till the beat comes around for the time out
It's time now for the repetitive shutdown
Put your hand on your chest and feel your heart pound
Nothing lasts forever and you got one life
So don't waste a moment, take your chance tonight
Think back in the day
And recapture your dream
Then snap right away
To the future it brings
Sing for tomorrow, with a new belief
These are the things interlinkin you and me
[Chorus]
Investigation of self and who do I be?
I'm just a rapper from Vassar, yeah, call me Shodi
In the past weeks, searching through the psyche
All I wanna know is: I wanna know me
Investigation of self and who do I be?
I'm just a rapper from Vassar, yeah, call me Shodi
In the past weeks, seekin where my life peaked
All I wanna know is: I wanna know me
