[Verse 1]
I often feel I picked the worst career to do in life
But I'm in prison to this passion, like I'm doing life
But for the life of me I can't seem to let it goooo
The fire burn below the dermal deep into the soul
Then come out through the cuticle
Not cut out for a cubicle
Not a knock if you rock with it
But, how do you deal
When the ones you came up with on 2 wheels
Graduate to majors
While you still chase what you feel
Could take you to your last breath
Do I compromise this feeling, do I half-step?
I be lying ' if I said don't wanna flip the chapter
Maybe I should pack it in, and go and get my Masters
Go with the masses
Most think it's for the fortune & fame
But if you knew a thing, you'd know it's more like torture and shame
So Sho why you chose to remain
Maybe I am just addicted to the struggle and pain
Or it's all part of a plan (the same)
I been paying
I been praying
I been serving
I been swerving
I been thinking
I been sinking
I been chilling on the brink and
I been steady in my own lane
Matter we as a team do own thang, (Yea)
I been flying state to state
Bringing good news masses
Now Dru is up to bat
And his batting's above average
Julie's got the tooley
Eventually you'll see
A bunch of broken legged sinners
Standing on they 2 feet
Know it's real, know it's real
Hope you know the deal
This is a saint doing life, take or leave still
Done with the fake and pretention
That's why every time I'm in the booth it feel like confession
You just really get to listen in
And you just might see yourself if you keep listening...
You just really get to listen in
And you just might see yourself if you keep listening...
[Chorus]
Really don't feel the same
Most won't get it, but I still remain
But oh well, oh well
But oh well, oh well
(repeat)
If these 4 walls could talk
If these 4 walls could talk
If these 4 walls could talk
If these 4 walls could talk
[Verse 2]
Tell me how do I end it
Do I end it with a "God is good, He will never fail," like a Christian should
Or do I leave you stuck in a limbo
Let the pain ride out, cuz it's never so simple (what's the principle)
See truth is truth, (huh)
And the pain is pain, (huh)
And recent days, (huh)
Ain't been the same (huh)
Been struggling to love
Despite a covenant of blood
Not to mention, there's the question
Am I ready for a cub?
For a while, all we ever seen was
Babies with cute a faaaaccceeee
Then wifey looking like "Baby what is you saayyyiiiinnn?"
I just need some more time
Need to do more tours, need to scribble more rhymes
I'm still in my prime
Fortunately, God forgives, and she do the same
So in another 3 months, got to pick a name
So to my unborn son
We ain't got a lot n'terms of earth's riches, but you one loved one
What's one plus one plus one, it's still one
That's the bond we will share until God comes son
I'll teach you everything my Dad taught
Love people, serve Jesus, give you God talk
Know it's real, know it's real
Hope you know the deal
This is a saint doing life, take or leave still
Done with the fake and pretention
That's why every time I'm in the booth it feel like confession
You just really get to listen in
And you just might see yourself if you keep listening...
You just really get to listen in
And you just might see yourself if you keep listening...
[Chorus]
Really don't feel the same
Most won't get it, but I still remain
But oh well, oh well
But oh well, oh well
(repeat)
If these 4 walls could talk
If these 4 walls could talk
If these 4 walls could talk
If these 4 walls could talk
