Every night i ask ma self if i'm goin to hell
I can't tell , i barely could get up if i fell
I can't spell , i can't even speak that well
I can't yell , i'm trapped in my own damn cell
I mean it , i mean between us , don't mean ma penis
I just mean that , i been a cheater i tried to fix it
Now it's different , let's stop the cap , stop the raps
I dunno if i even have a chance and that's a fact
And i lacked way back when i laid back and watched
People rob and bully i wasn't fully a jock
I wasn't fully a nerd , had a foot in each boat
And each soaked slowly while ma whole body just dove
I just drowned , cuz i was playing both sides
One good , one bad , 'tween the truth and the lies
One could not fathom both dumb and wise
You gotta pick a side , otherwise stay aside , but i
Didn't get it at the time i was ignorant
I was different , naive i couldn't figure it
Out , ma list of sins went bigger and
I was no longer innocent , snakes around me slithering
Now we sinners and , what's left now's regret
They kept mouths just shut now slick mouse a threat
Rolling enjoying cheese and gettin down wit skets
That's no longer the case , they get down and get
What they deserve , i was hurt for some time
And i healed and i rhymed till i pealed off the rind
So i feel what's inside to reveal all the lies
Cuz they pierced all ma life now i'm squeezing their minds
Every night i ask ma self if i'm goin to hell
I can't tell , i barely could get up if i fell
I can't spell , i can't even speak that well
I can't yell , i'm trapped in my own damn cell
One , two , three , four , five , six , seven
Cunts ruled these poor lives since blessings
Started lessening , seven sins now developing
In every specimen , excellence is now irrelevant
Let's talk about the elephant , in the room
Witches wit brooms roaming wild spreading mushrooms
Bitches wit moves are an illusion for these fools
They a trap , better move for ya eat the harpoons
I was possessed by wrath , i chose the wrong path
In trustin lacked i was bustin raps
I was touching things then they turned to ash
I was runnin laps wasn't comin back
I was rushin raps i was cut by lust
I was bustin nuts to some busted butts
I just crushed ma luck i just rushed my thrusts
Till ma nuts were crushed , don't give fucks bout mush
At that time , envy came later to end me
Went threw a frenzy , fakes want to befriend me
Bent by some deadly thoughts in ma mind
Tellin me i need everything that's owned by these guys
Then i realized their thrones were made by lies
I thought that i atoned for my sins wit pride
But i lied to ma self , i was almost finished
Ma self worth diminished i just wanted to win it
I was too ambitious , and i lost it all
I started eatin mad dishes and it cost a whole
Lot of damn riches , inches grew so tall in ma stomach
Gluttony was a way of forgetting ma dozen
Mistakes in ma past , i was too lazy to focus
I hoped that every time i misspoken the floor opened
Then ferociously ate me , but the sloth took over
Hypnosis then sudden slowness , i thought i was hopeless
Then greed caught me last , i lost mush so fast
The devil caught ma head and told me to catch
And take this and that , part of me was mad
Other parts disappointed was pointed to the aftermath
Every night i ask ma self if i'm goin to hell
I can't tell , i barely could get up if i fell
I can't spell , i can't even speak that well
I can't yell , i'm trapped in my own damn cell
