If you want whats true you gotta break the walls down, just put your all in and go all out
Haven't killed every monster within me, but i believe in the possibility
Back in 86 the condom broke, so in 87 came another carnivore
I was starving for some love and some food, atleast i got 1 of the 2
Full stomach but i was left starving foe the other, 6 weeks of raising me, she hardly was a mother
Atleast my step mom came into the picture, but she faded back out when she got into prescriptions
Atleast theres my trusty father, when he wasn't on coke, rum & coke, and vodka, he was someone i used to honor, but the keyword here is "used to" parter
I used to fret about what i can do to stop him, i remember being 12 and throwing booze in the garbage
But now im just like him i abuse the ganga, and drink like a fish in a pool of problems
I dont believe life has a purpose, but i do believe love makes life worth it
You probably looking at me saying "wtf slick, dont u got tatted on your hands the word "loveless"?"
Its not that i dont believe in loves existence, i believe its denied within the human condition
The narcissistic nature in which we act, prevents real love from being sent or coming back
If you want whats true you gotta break the walls down, just put your all in and go all out
Haven't killed every monster within me, but i believe in the possibility
(Ka1ne)
September in 88 was the first time i laid sight on day
I came head first into a shit storm with an impact like a tidal wave
Baby boy to a mom and dad at least that's what my body's title states
If i knew then what i know now Ida stayed up in her cervix playing hideaway
But instead i was cursed to be birthed on this earth
With a drunken buffoon for a father who cursed
Out belligerent slurs who's intentions were purged
Into beating our ass with a board til it burst
If that ain't the perch then to make matters worst
Spewing venomous words just to make us feel hurt
And my mother god love her she did what she could
To support her 4 kids so she constantly worked
Now Ive grown up but still don't know much
But fuck feelings, stand 10 toes up
Never had a good father figure to steer me right but so what
I've stepped up to fill the void
Of where somehow pain is love and love's joy
Molded me to the man im NOT
So swallow that with your 40oz. (thanks dad)
And i tried, i tried, and i haven't yet succeeded, but ill keep trying untill the day that i reach it
And i dont know exactly what im looking for, but i know how it feels, and how it looks
And how it sounds, and that its strong, i guess ive knwon all along
(Ka1ne)
I guess Ive known all along, my father was gone
How could a man treat his own 4 kids so wrong
I guess that's why I'm so cold with a heart that's froze
And ain't nobody that can tell me what to do no more
So Imma wonder 'round this globe with this chip on my shoulder
Stay unconscious to this world til my time on its over
I don't need your fucking answers I've got some of my own
I'm just trying to find the questions to which they belong
(to which they belong, to which they belong)
(Slick)(Ka1ne(Lower Octave))
Sometimes i feel like life's appeal, is in whats convienent and not whats real
I swear on my soul i want something more, and yet to this day im still on the floor
(Slick & Ka1ne)
Im still on the floor, they keep me on the floor, i keep myself on the floor
(Ka1ne)
I'm searching for the truth and won't stop til i get it
These monsters can't get to me I've killed a lot but I'm far from finished
Know my limits, far from finished, looking for the reason for my existence
Gave it all til the day i fall keep on looking for the truth til the day that the walls come down
(Slick)
If you want whats true you gotta break the walls down, just put your all in and go all out
Haven't killed every monster within me
But i believe in the possibility, despite the improbabilities
I got a pocket filled with dreams, and i won't stop until they seed
