[Verse 1]
On the trails of fear..can’t stop this rain that’s falling
Strain regardless makes it hard to stay on target pacing often
Anxious I wait in darkness, maybe afraid of calling
Out to those who say they’ve got me in the past relied on friends
I don’t want to try again it’s better that I’m safe I got this
Don’t need nobody else my this isolation breaks my heart but…
It’s better than the prospect…of someone saying that they’ll
Always have your back but then they prove they don’t embrace the doctrine
Okay, it’s on again, surely I respond to pain, I
Feel the shards so many scars but still depart what I contain is
Killing hard and still it smarts be still my heart I shan’t remain while
Dealings opt to thrill and spark my guilted logic - I am saying
I can’t stay around those places, open my eyes and see a
Thousand faces twice as many glances ever drowned in hatred
There’s not an ounce of patience, mountains of bound disgracing
Found that I’m truly on my own by my accounts I’m gracious
Cause homie I had asked for plenty help when I was
Down in my depression and was captured by the swells, reaching
Out for some assistance know they saw and they dismissed it in that
Instant I was driven by the hand that I was dealt, many
Times I recollect upon the actions of the past offenders
If anyone was by my side no I just can’t remember
Those times were colder than a draft in winter swear upon my
Last remaining breath that I am more than just a classic sinner
God!
[Hook]
I’m tired of the same old thing these
Trails keep going in circles, I need to break
Off, gotta gain with I’m worth, you stay where you
Are those traps will hurt you (say it again!)
I’m tired of the same old thing these
Paths just cycle around, when every time I
Move something’s holding me down, no there ain't’ nothing
New just tragedy found (say it again…)
[Verse 2]
I ain’t playing homie… not a game I’m on
Think you got it right? Listen boy I say you wrong
You do not know about struggle…or even on paying the cost
You never walked through the neighborhood looking at dudes that are plotting on ending it all
You never stopped on the street as a witness to people so out of control (no)
You never fought the belittling given by those that would kill for some clothes (no)
You never thought about misery putting a gun to the side of your skull (naw)
Homie I pray that you never experience pain that I have it is so…
Waking up, very late at night, with the clearest mind
Thinking of how to get away from the scary sights
Nowhere left to run to, nobody to bail you out
People want you dead you start to thinking you should help em out
Is this all that life has? nothing else to offer? just a
Bunch of road blocks all are ending in a coffin listen
I can sure attest to it, many other options do ex-
-ist if you aren’t focusing on nonsense, I don’t wanna
Say what I’ve lived through has made me who I am, cause it
All comes down to choice and many pick what’s seeming grand, then they
Realize that all within their vision was a scam, it’s too
Late too late to turn around because it didn’t go as planned, I sur-
-vived what I was given didn’t drift with any chance, through the
Horrid misdirections that were placed upon this land, I am
Proof that you don’t need to follow suit I should be glad but I don’t
Have no one around in solitude forever stand I’m on my
Own
[Hook]
I’m tired of the same old thing these
Trails keep going in circles, I need to break
Off, gotta gain with I’m worth, you stay where you
Are those traps will hurt you (say it again!)
I’m tired of the same old thing these
Paths just cycle around, when every time I
Move something’s holding me down, no there ain't’ nothing
New just tragedy found (say it again…)
