[Verse 1]
Tell me why the fuck I thinkin' about killing myself I get it
I'm feeling the pressure and they just want to see me quit it
After all of this effort and nigga I ain't even shouldn't
But when I do drop this proof on you
I found relief 'cause when I rhyme some beats
Finally hit the streets and I can get respect
And all the love I need and finally I'm free
And a nigga so frustrated even though I'm blessed
I got so many dreams and they got me stressed
I gotta fucking petal 'cause this life's a test
But I'm sittin' class staring at teacher's breasts
And I got so many feelings to get off my chest
Feeling like i'm boxed in, so I just confess
I'm a motherfuckin' mess sometimes and I'm losing control
That's the best sometimes, goddamn
[Chorus]
Nigga I'm about to break some shit, man I hate this shit
Man I really can't take this shit, but I ain't gon’ quit
I could bully a motherfucker going up right now, but I'll just find my peace
But I can't be [?]
I really gotta find my peace livin' life on lease
And a nigga really need to calm down right now, but I'm so frustrated
Make a nigga wanna pull a fucking firearm out 'cause I'm so frustrated
I ain't really try'na heed motherfuckers 'cause I'm so frustrated
Nigga I'm really 'bout to flip the fuck out right now
Goddamn I hate it
[Verse 2]
Really gotta love it when I'm motherfucking hatin'
Try to be the one to stop me, but I gotta make it
Really fuck you if you got a nigga pissed off
Ever in my life, nigga you can get picked off
Try'na get it in, but my motherfuckin' dick's off
And I'm ticked off at the weed and I just cough
Hit the weed and I just cough
The blunt's fat like Rick Ross
But I jump like criss-cross
And I pull the shocks
And I float the hawk
Gotta know shit
But I know where this, not a motherfuckin' snack, no goldfish
[?] To throw fists
Better choose your pro shit
As the pass where I bust my ass
And left me out on the av’ with a few bags
And a ‘22 with extra mags
And you wonder why I’m still so mad
[Chorus]
Nigga I'm about to break some shit, man I hate this shit
Man I really can't take this shit, but I ain't gon’ quit
I could bully a motherfucker going up right now, but I'll just find my peace
But I can't be [?]
I really gotta find my peace livin' life on lease
And a nigga really need to calm down right now, but I'm so frustrated
Make a nigga wanna pull a fucking firearm out 'cause I'm so frustrated
I ain't really try'na heed motherfuckers 'cause I'm so frustrated
Nigga I'm really 'bout to flip the fuck out right now
Goddamn I hate it
[Verse 3]
T-T-Tryna just to get a grip
But I just slip ‘cause my arthritis got me weak and then [?] I'll fall and I slip and sometimes I can’t get
Everything back together
I just want to quit
Really mother fuck this boot that I’m in, and this motherfucking track that I rap so wack and I ain’t gonna win
Who the fuck am I, nigga you ain’t shit acting like a bitch
This [?] is falling off my chin
And everyday I’ve been dealing with shit I don’t deserve
This shit that happen at school to me really struck a nerve
This life is really a bitch and I’m a fucking perv
I’m way too close to the streets, I’m like a fucking curve
From the hood to the burbs
None of this fancy shit ever kept me happy
I still serve
[Outro]
My family got some money, but shit life had gotten worse
I stood out, nobody liked me-- felt like a nerd
And now I’m grown and I’m broke
The music got me trapped
Still choking me I’ll tap
You made me pull the strap
Mama-- I promise I can’t do with everything, I’m sorry
Daddy-- I know I'd failed you after everything you taught me
My brother’s gonna miss me when I'm gone, but I can’t take it
Applying pressure to the stainless ‘cause I’m so frustrated
