(I, I don’t understand why you can’t go
Mmmm, don’t stall me now
Cause everything is broken)
Followed all my dreams same time I kept my childhood
I’m proud of myself, you’ll never rob me of that feeling
The world will try its best to make its weaknesses appealing
But I took the time out, trust me beauty’s in the healing
There’s a reason when you’re dancing at a gig it cause a feeling
When you dance you start forgetting all the lies that you’re believing
There’s a reason I can name 3 classics called
Dancing in the dark, dancing in the moonlight, dancing on the ceiling
Tryina make an album that reflects the way I’m thinking can be difficult
My thoughts keep on changing with the wind
My head space is better, it’s just a little inconsistent
So when it’s time to write it’s almost where do i begin
Shit I really thought would come to break me fell through
Some dogs can smell fear, so I wear Chanel Bleu
Write a song about my pain I called it rather you cheat
Of course I’m happy she didn’t, I’d just rather she knew
The gratitude I have towards my fanbase is eternal
The sunrise project weren’t an album that’s a journal
My parents first reaction was to ask if I was okay
They didn’t find the comfort in my pain my words were hurtful
The idea that my anxiety’s a result of my genetics breaks my mums heart
Mum, the more I got from you the better
If you’re gunna blame yourself for that you have to take the credit for my achievements
Every bar that’s helped somebody, every letter
Same goes to my father, man, I love you with my soul
My parents are the reason I’m not scared of getting old
My audience the reason I find comfort being vulnerable
My passion is the reason that I’m rapping cause’ I’m cold
The scene can keep their flowers
My flowers come from elsewhere
My people really love me so it’s calm, they love me love me
I’ve never fallen out with people they still come to spud me
I never argue we just tend to grow apart
(I, I don’t understand why you can’t go
Mmmm, don’t stall me now
Cause everything is broken)
I think I know you better than you know yourself, darling
I can see your insecurities by the way that you react to things
Little miss confident, an expert at distracting things
You had to work your way up to feel as pretty as you do
It took me half a second seeing you to see it too
But you had to do the journey just for you to see the truth
You’re elegant and different, you’re the presence in a room
It’s your aura that’s attractive, guess your beauty’s just a boost
It took you 20 years to be happy with your body
It took me less than 20 seconds just to fall in love with it
And I mean that, this songs for you not looking for no feedback for no journalist
I wanted to surprise you cause you’re mine
Love can have you blind or it can show you different colours
Any house is ours, all that changes is the covers
Want everyone that hears this to know that you’re the reason that I’m the happiest I’ve been and you’re the comfort when it stutters
Sleep pattern ain’t a pattern unless it’s abstract art
I’ve got insomnia, familiar, I glow in the dark
And once the patterns fixed see I just break it apart
As I’m about to fall asleep can only think of my craft
Find rhythm in an off beat world and you’ll complete it
That’s the biggest fact you’ll ever hear I promise, I’ll repeat it
Find rhythm in an off beat world and you’ll complete it
Yeah, simple as that
(I, I don’t understand why you can’t go
Mmmm, don’t stall me now
Cause everything is broken)
