[Verse 1]
Oh hi there
How are you?
I’m ok, just like you
Yes I’m fine, I promise
I just have a lot of projects
I’m not sad, I’m just tired
I promise that I am ok
Why am I so quiet?
My mind just went astray
Don't worry about me I’m fine
I promise that I’m not lying
Can I just be alone?
I just want that right now…
I’m sorry if that’s too much to ask
This peace for me allow
I just wanna be quiet
I’ll be on a verbal diet
[Chorus (x2)]
Depression hits like a ton of bricks
And you start to feel like you’re not worth a shit
It’s sucks everyday, it’s like the pits
That you can climb out of cause you wanna quit
You struggle everyday it’s like a fit
And inside of you a giant fire was lit
Full of pain, anger and anguish
And it hurts so bad sometimes you wanna submit
[Verse 2]
I don’t really wanna do anything
I’m just too tired
Please don’t make me
I like the peace I've acquired
I’m not hiding my feelings
Why would you think that?
I am fine inside
Could you just please scat?
I would rather just rest
Yes, I’m fine being alone
Do I wanna hang out?
I think I’d rather be at home
Am I ok?
Yes I’ve already answered
Now please leave me alone
And go away you bastard
[Chorus (x2)]
[Verse 3]
Alright I think it’s time to cut the bullshit
Cause this life we’re living, it’s just hit to hit
Life now is pain and it’s time to admit
The only thing left is sadness to emit
Cause you wake up go to school; it’s the same cycle
Wake up go to work; it’s the same cycle
Wake up do nothing, it’s the same cycle
You no longer have the energy to break this cycle
I’m not gonna pretend that I can sing cause I can’t
The fact is sometimes you feel like an ant
And you just don’t feel like going on a rant
If only happiness you could implant
Now you haven’t felt happy in quite some time
And you just don’t feel like you're in your prime
Are you cursed forever to be a bad lime
Never again to feel happy, like a crime
Done with this shit, have been for a while
For others you’ll always go the mile
Put them before yourself, that made you smile
But no one really cared about you, Child
But the pity party won't start today at all
You’ll pretend to be ok, even if you fall
Back into the state of a depressed sad doll
You’ll put on a mask with others to play ball
You don’t want them to worry, it’s your fate
Never been happy since an old date
Stuck in an incredibly neutral state
The bad things to you are a heavy weight
Random bad things happen and you crash
Sadness wraps around you like a sash
Takes a while to get back to a normal dash
Feels like you’re trapped in this cycle like a rash
Don’t know why you’re always lost and sad
But you want it to change, it just feels bad
You feel alone, and you don’t know what to do
But look around you at all of the friends you've had
Don’t pretend as though no one cared about you
If you died people would cry and be blue
There are always people who care about you
And they’re the reason to going on to woo
You don’t like seeing people cry so don’t make them
They do care about you, it’s almost like chem
Cause I guarantee these people will stay with you
All the way until the sunrise in the a m
The pain inside is amplified, by the fact you continue to hide, and shut your cry
Don’t know why you don’t stop to try, maybe life will give you a ride before you die
So pick yourself up and wipe the dust off
Clear your throat and maybe take a cough
The world is ready for you again so take off
And if you fall, you have you friends and that's enough!
