Yeah
Here is all the things that I'm not impress with this
Before dropping album, lot of people said I should learn this
My heart is black, my soul is dark, my demon said I need this
Not for me just couple of people are obsessed with my name Sourashis
I'm not start, feels like I'm retired, nobody here to make me happy
I've no heart, maybe I'll expired, I never thought I'll lost in the sea
I'm never in chart, nobody hired, nobody tell me where is the success key
Trying to be smart, now I'm tired, everyone always making my soul angry
Sometimes I take control on my mind, cause lot of people are not impress
If you spending your life as blind, then people will give you lot of stress
Everybody has lot of black face behind, they always obsessed with your progress
You'll die soon if you stay humble and kind, everyone fallen in love with success
I'm always implore, trying to be savior
People never give some respects, I'm living as ignore
I make people boar, so I'm sitting on shore
My heart never old, my hair never be hoar
I need to explore, I want more
My life is based in lot of hate, how I'll grow up I'm not sure
Full of hate, full of conspiracy, yes it's my darkest life
Surviving in plot, survive in love, I know it's my bad time
You never help me, but you're in my corner, I remember the last time
If you gonna hate, I don't care, my all music is sad type (sad type)
I never get any peace, since I started everyone just hate me
You're too satisfied in your work, I'm not satisfied, can you please leave me
Your work is too joyful, I get it, but it's not impress me
My silence is kinda difference, that's why you can't accept me (yeah)
I'm too aggressive, I'm remember how happened my tragic dead
When you hit my real music, you just only hit my obsessed head
I remember everybody struggling for swag, I'm struggling for bread
I've lot of blackface in my yard and that's the one of my thread (yeah)
Sitting on another year I remember the year 2019
The year messed up with my life, but this time I'm so clean
Surviving hate and love, I don't remember how I survive in between
Being in nineteen, I don't know how I'll in fallen love with sixteen
(I don't know how I'll in fallen love with sixteen )
I started the year as normal year, with no love and no hope
I've no punchlines, I'm dropping clean records but now I'm so dope
I've so many stories with the year, I want to tell all, I want scope
The year changed me a lot, it's give me so many dreams, and destroy my all hope
Lot of people say it's too easy to make dreams, you never know how much I tried
My love cheated with me, I never thought that will happen but I never cried
Lot of people laughing on my emotions so I'm hide
I admit that everything suddenly end only for my pride
They don't want me, they hate me, cause my music is different
They don't want it, I made it a cage, maybe it's call perfect adjustment
I want to erase you from my life, but every time I erase my existence
My flow is something weird, my rap is dark, it's maybe efficient
Ok, I got you, you always think, I'm too bad I'm cheated on you
I love you from my heart, so I ask you question, it's a damn true
You live in your terms, I live in my own, I don't want an argue
We're live in different world, how you comparing with my view (my view)
Living melodies, you need to listen this, I can sing too fast
Doing duties, loosing success keys, they wanna know my past
Loosing all keys, my heart seize, my story never broadcast
I've so many squeeze, I met lot of beauties, now I'm live in outcast (now I'm live in outcast)
I'm crafty, it's not my country, cause I'm living in hate
I'm lonely, nobody watching me, maybe one day I'll be great
I'm oddly, maybe unlucky, my inner demon always activate
I'm wobbly, moving swiftly, remember we're same classmate ( remember we're same classmate )
I'm always absence, fade up with brilliance, everyone trying to be great one
Listening my conscience, I've no balance, maybe I'll be rich one
I've no guidance, I'm too difference, I don't remember what I was done
I'm unbalance, full of violence, I choose you one in billion
I've had a lot of trouble, but now this are all end
Many your dreams shattered, but can't level of my pain
I want to forget all the things, all the pain, I did then
You've done a lot of things in my life, but you don't have shame
