[Verse 1]
Should I just be a producer, but who is gonna use them?
Keep looking for excuses though I know that I shouldn't
I'm feeling like I'm foolish, like should I even do this?
Am I considered goofy, do people think it's stupid?
Am I a rapping nuisance? A spectacular loser?
Am I faking that I'm cool, and do I even know what I'm doing?
Is it the mic, or just my voice, or the software that I'm using?
Are people gonna notice that I don't know what I'm doing?
[Chorus 1]
Maybe I just shouldn't rap like this
People think I'm crazy right? They must think I'm a bitch
I mean, listen to my first single, Awoken was a miss
I only noticed afterwards, the timing there is shit
Maybe I just shouldn't rap likе this
And stick to producing, when you don't know who it is
Take over thе world? What a joke, I'm just a kid
Who the fuck I think I'm kidding, mister “pump up your fist”
[Verse 2]
I mean, I like making music, so I guess I shouldn’t stop
But what am I gonna do after my tenth flop?
What if I try harder but this is all I got?
Isn’t it just better when I keep them all as thoughts
Who is gonna listen, and who is gonna care?
What if they will notice me, and they’re all gonna stare?
I can just not listen to them, but how do I dare?
I want this so bad, but what if I can’t? It ain’t fair
[Chorus 2]
Maybe I just shouldn’t give up yet
But what if I just keep going and end up with regret
I think I gotta put the pen down and myself to bed
Go back to 9 to 5 and never think of looking back
Maybe I just shouldn’t give up yet
But what if I start trying more and find out that I can’t
Over exaggerating, am I really feeling sad?
I already had this happen and I don’t want it again
[Verse 3]
So my first single flopped, the quality was low
But at least it made me happy and that’s what matters most (right?)
And then I dropped the second one, I thought of it as gold
I’m seeing where I came from, and progress ain’t slow
It’s actually getting better and people are excited
I even opened up and chose not to hide it
The interest is genuine and they actually like it
I’m still feeling anxious but I know I’m gonna fight it
[Chorus 3]
Maybe I don’t have to give up yet
What if I just power through and choose not to regret
Ignore my insecurities and put that shit to bed
As long as I see progress I don’t mind them looking back
Maybe I don’t have to give up yet
I know I can do everything, there’s nothing that I can’t
And I know I will get over this, I won’t let me be sad
I now know what I want and I won’t ever stop again (stop again)
[Verse 4]
It’s a fight song
Internal battle that I fought making it my song
And now it’s time I get myself up and my fight on
I’m punching back hard with the power of Mike Tyson
It's a fight song, and I ain't ever giving up
I'll work till I am satisfied even if I don't have luck
I'm happy and I'm grateful with every listen, like or sub
And all the people helping me with feedback for the cuts
I feel the fire burning in me and I won’t let it die and that’s a promise
No matter what occured in life, had music as my solace
The best piece of advice I have, please listen to me brothers
It’s that real quality of life ain’t bought out with no dollars
Too much of those beliefs will have you slipping into darkness
And men and women, black or white, as humans we are partners
Don’t shut them out, they’re part of you, ain’t hard being not heartless
Appreciate them you would your fathers
And yeah I'm back with the beat, and I am packing the heat
This time around I won't stop till you're blasting from your seat
I gotta pick the mic up, rid the feeling of defeat
No matter if I get knocked down, I get up and repeat
I’m writing this song like I wanted all along
Usually the brain, but now the heart is where it’s from
I gotta let these feelings out, won’t stop until they’re gone
And rapping is my only way, the reason I was born
So now I’m bringing The Concept, from the pieces in my mind
To anyone who needs to know; the future isn’t kind
It’s hard and bad, people are mad as soon as you’re in sight
But you’ll find your way, learn to embrace; you don’t know what you’ll find
The essence of Awoken, but now I’m packing a punch
I get up in the morning and I’m cracking my knucks’
I’m writing y’all a story about how to feel tough
Now boys and girls, you’re making it, I’m just having a hunch
[Outro]
Good morning
