Unh
[Verse]
Lately, I was saying nothing
Made me feel the pain and quit
Acting like you gave me something
All I ever did take was risks
Miss me with them vague assumptions
Crazy and it makes me sick
Talking bout you hate me now
How you let that come up out your.. lips?
And don't act like that's the worst thang you ever said to me
But I really prefer change
And try to get up out of my own head
I got on the phone: said
"I won't leave, even your worse days"
Now you wanna push me way, way, way, way, way away
I'm giving you that space
And you gone pay, 'til one day you get it like lay-away
I'm never broke, but don't play with me
These episodes that you can't get me
Last time I quit something
It was in the summer making $8.50
That's years ago, my point is
I'll roll with you 'til the tank empty
Looking back at all the chapters
I wrote with you tryna make history
How can you say you'll be there for me?
When you didn't even try to be there with me?
Real talk, that's not rap
Rewind that or just bear with me
How can you say you'll be there for me?
When you didn't even try to be there with me?
Crazy how sometimes I thought that you were what Heaven sent me, well...
[Hook: Louis Mattrs]
I'm at war with heaven
I'm at war on my own
I made Friends with the devil
I don't wanna die alone
I lost faith in Heaven
I lost Faith in Hell
I made friends with the Devil
I don't wanna die alone
[Break]
"Touch not man annointed!
Do my prophet no harm"
Some strange thangs been taking place
[Verse]
Lately, you was saying nothing
Made you feel the pain and quit
Acting like I gave you something
All you ever did take was risks
Miss using them vague assumptions
Crazy and it makes you sick
Talking bout I hate you now
How I let that come up out my.. lips?
Oh you the man now!
Think you got it planned out
Captain Save A Hood, but couldn't even get your mans out
Waiting on this album, playa, way to let your fans down
Hip-Hop just ain't rocking with you, go and try that band route
Talking bout you got the blues, sound like you face depression
Even if a doctor approved, we know you can't accept it
Maybe you could, but you never will
I know you neglected several pills talking bout you getting better still
Homie where you dozing is melatonin, the benadryl
Wake up just to make a screw driver, it's never been a drill
I can't stand you, you got me feeling ill
And since you won't tell you fans, the man in the mirror will
[Hook]
[Break]
Has the Church.. become a saveless show?!
To be trampled upon
By a Godless world, and religion, and the state,.. have they lost their fear?
[Verse]
Lately, you've been praying nothing
Made me feel the pain and quit
Acting like you ashamed in public
All you ever did take was sips
This week you in Vegas buzzing
Crazy and it makes you sick
Talking bout you hate it now
How you let that come up out your.. lips?
Fiddling with Bible scriptures
Riddling with my patron
Wanna know how high it get you?
No limit, the skys' my throne
Just know there's no disguises
Feeling it inside my soul
No soul inside my iris
When do I get vises on?
All 10 to get em in a line
I got 10 of them for when I'm too timid
In mind, I'm not giving you a tentative plan
That's definitive and, I gotta get it to put em up in a vine
What you think I got unlimited rhymes?, and i'ma keep it
And I'ma keep delivering them for a nickle and dime
I'm not feeling it, then again, i've been in it for 9
And I still gotta minute 'til I get in my prime
YUP!
Feel like I'm slaving, with these words that I play with
Every verse is amazing, Earning every ovation
But up to you whose I gave it
Cause you the one who creates it
Negating to give you praise is like i'm versing with Satan
(Hook) Like i'm worshiping Pagan, God's rise that i'm chasing
Girls worlds that i'm breaking, divine tides that i'm faking
To keep it completely honest, I think i'm beyond saving
But father i'm looking for you, I hope I don't die waiting
...I hope I don't die waiting
...I hope I don't die waiting {Tones out}
[Hook continues]
