[Chorus]
("I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of Heaven turns too dark
Listen to your heart")
[Verse 1]
I hate to say it on the track, but I'm depressed
I'm sick of saying 'No! My life is good I'm blessed!'
But I feel my life has hit a low, you coula guessed
But I feel as if I need to get my health reassessed
It's 'round about this time that my family will soon know
The way I'm acting in these songs, the lyrics, thе flow
But don't be upset, it's just how I feel
This is the only way that I can truly hеal
The scars I made are slowly going away
But I still don't know whether to go, or to stay
'Cause I don't know how many bad decisions I can handle
Everything that everyone says about me is a scandal
They're just some pricks trying to get some fucking attention
And they build up the anger, they build up the tension
'Till one day, I decide to strike, connect one to the face
Then I'm doomed forever, guess I really am a disgrace
[Chorus]
("I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of Heaven turns too dark
Listen to your heart")
[Verse 2]
Here's a little storytime on why my life's a mess
I'm just a test subject and I'm failing all these tests
Whether they are about friends, or just my general wellbeing
I just hate life, feel like I have no meaning
There have been some battles with some friends that I regret
But I'm guessing that this won't be the end of it, I bet
What the fuck does my heart tell me man? It's messing with my head
Every day, I'm thinking to myself 'I shoulda stayed in bed'
Sleep the days away, days that I don't wanna be alive
Fuck, my life was so simple at the age of five
I had no cares in the world. Go to school, and that was it
Now I have to be worried because my grades are utter shit
I don't pay attention in class. In Science, I don't pass
I don't understand the material but I'm too afraid to ask
Now look at me. I've turned into a guy with depression
But now I'm also a guy who's dealing with obsession
[Chorus]
("I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of Heaven turns too dark
Listen to your heart")
[Verse 3]
I shouldn't have dated a girl that I don't barely know
But you made me happy, definitely, for sure
But it's hard to think that I'm that desparate for love
I think that I'm better in the clouds, up above
No I'm not, I'm damned to the fiery pits of hell
Where I'll hang out with the devil and together we will dwell
You said you don't feel like my girlfriend, well you're not
Anymore, but someone will make you happy, I'm sure
I just feel like we reached a new low
Where talking is hard, but it's time to let all that go
I'm sorry that you don't feel something for us
But what happened? I made one mistake, then got kicked into the dust
I'm sorry, I'm not joking. This isn't really nice
Don't worry. Hey, 'least lightning can't strike twice
Whether you keep on listening is truly your call
We went from something special, to truly nothing at all
[Outro]
("I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of Heaven turns too dark
Listen to your-")
("I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
You've built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of Heaven turns too dark
Listen to your heart")
