[Verse 1]
My happiness died and I don’t think it will grow back
I signed a death wish, take a look at my note pad
Just another girl in the world with no dad
He left a demon in me, and I hope that he knows that
Every girl, I know- assaulted or m****ted
The stares, the bare hands and confidences affected
Used like a toy and leaving her infected
She begged you to stop but you like it unprotected
I won’t apologize for being this aggressive
I never got a sorry, just beaten and rejected
Put down, pushed around by people, I respected
Felt vile, forced a smile, but it was ineffective
Voices leave my mouth whenever I say stuff
I hide behind the sound and put on some makeup
I’m manifesting death right before the days up
Go to bed but in the end, I just beg I won’t wake up
[Hook]
The demons have won, they’ve come for my blood
I push away my loved ones ‘cause f**k it, I’m done
I rip off this flesh, I got no time for the gun
I’m too far gone and now, I’m drowning for fun
Emotionally numb, heart like a drum
Powder to the nose, no lime in the rum
It’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun
It’s a blade to the wrist and I’m letting it run
[Verse 2]
I flood the bedrooms and burn the stables
Any glimpse of hope was just a fairy-tale
I pick at stiches and pull-out staples
A makeshift n**se with some iPod cables
And I could do with space, you could lose the pity
If you’re asking, yeah, I could use some booze, I’m s***ty
My thoughts come quick, they tend to be sickly
They stick to my brain, they sit right with me
I’m sick of feeling less than, I need a best friend
Where’s my brothers? I’m Gwen, where’s my Ben 10?
I’m sick of all the fear, I hear out from the FM
Human race has no place, we’re just a dead end
Blades don’t stay in a place of fear
I think blades are fate, I was c**ting for years
Pedal to the metal and I’m skipping the gears
Eyes shut, half cut, and got the devil to steer
[Hook]
The demons have won, they’ve come for my blood
I push away my loved ones ‘cause f**k it, I’m done
I rip off this flesh, I got no time for the gun
I’m too far gone and now, I’m drowning for fun
Emotionally numb, heart like a drum
Powder to the nose, no lime in the rum
It’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun
It’s a blade to the wrist and I’m letting it run
The demons have won, they’ve come for my blood
I push away my loved ones ‘cause f**k it, I’m done
I rip off this flesh, I got no time for the gun
I’m too far gone and now, I’m drowning for fun
[Verse 3]
Left unimpressed when searching for enjoyment
Even the best things in life- they leave me disappointed
Take a peek in the mirror then cover to avoid it
Self-hate, m*****te, and socially avoidant
Awkward and foolish, I never was a cool kid
Followed to the bus every day by some cruel kids
Made it to high school, ate my lunch in a cubicle
Each day, felt ashamed for something I didn’t even do
Haven’t seen my closest friend in over six months
Haven’t seen my family, no, I’ve seen drugs
High times - only memories I can think of
Chop up, tune out, fill a cup and drink up
No one comprehends or even hears what I’m saying
I’m beyond f**ked up, I’ve had enough, I’m not playing
I spiral, I’m s*****l, wild, not in denial
I’ve known for a while that I’m f**king insane
[Hook]
The demons have won, they’ve come for my blood
I push away my loved ones ‘cause f**k it, I’m done
I rip off this flesh, I got no time for the gun
I’m too far gone and now, I’m drowning for fun
Emotionally numb, heart like a drum
Powder to the nose, no lime in the rum
It’s the pulling of the plug, it’s the setting of the sun
It’s a blade to the wrist and I’m letting it run
[Verse 4]
I take a breath and accept that life can get difficult
I’m done with all the tears, I’m bored of being pitiful
I made it to here- and that’s the f**king principle
I’ll dig my way out- and make it to my pinnacle
Done with depression and over being cynical
Might give this pain a name and work it with some syllables
Put it to a beat- release a f**king miracle
I’m a beast- it's clear- my poetry is lyrical
[Hook]
F**k it, I’m done, I’m coming for blood
I got my demons screaming out, now they’re locked in the trunk
I put this pen to the paper and I’m letting it run
Was a mess, I shed this flesh, and now, I’m looking for fun
F**k it, I’m done, I’m coming for blood
I got my demons screaming out, now they’re locked in the trunk
I put this pen to the paper and I’m letting it run
Was a mess, I shed this flesh, and now, I’m looking for fun
[Produced by Wintendo]
