(Intro)
Touché
And keep keep that touché in there too keep all this shit in there, fuck it
Organic
Bitch
(Verse 1)
River of tears like I’m Eric Clapton, fake ass smiles when I’m with the mandem
I put my emotions in these hooks for you
You think it’s entertainment, you’re supposed to do
You still ignore my calls like we’re enemies
Meanwhile, I’m thinking of our memories
These melodies exposing me internally
All this pain a part of my fraternity
We’re a long way from home mamma look at us, back when immigration tried to get rid of us
We were all we had you’d come home late
We were on the run seven years straight
I still don’t know what having friends mean, my social skils still kinda pending
Finally started school and I got bullied, that was the least of my problems I’ll divulge fully
(Chorus)
I am not a angel, you can’t say that heaven sent me, I got too many demons that I’m still neglecting
Wanted to divulge with you some of them if you let me
Had a thought that I should end it all and it was tempting
I am not a angel, you can’t say that heaven sent me, I got too many demons that I’m still neglecting
Wanted to divulge with you some of them if you let me
Had a thought that I should end it all and it was tempting
(Verse 2)
My minds in outer space again, I’m overthinking everything
I made so many promises swear the stress is killing me
I can’t let them see me cry, but I do it often, all these pain would fade away if I was in a coffin
Down to die for my dreams but right now death is appealing, ever since Serena left got stripped outta my feelings
Ok that’s a lie
I got demons in my mind
And they all gon’ touch a nerve like a surgeon so I’m dying
Listening to Gary Jules again, I’m feeling like a hooligan and me passing exams is really rarer than a moon eclipse
Don’t even know if rarers a word
I’m not book smart I just want the world
Or at least let me make my brothers rich
After that, you can throw me in a dirty ditch
I’m too broke to ask a therapist for help, I think I’m starting to know how Robbin Williams felt
(Chorus)
I am not a angel, you can’t say that heaven sent me, I got too many demons that I’m still neglecting
Wanted to divulge with you some of them if you let me
Had a thought that I should end it all and it was tempting
I am not a angel, you can’t say that heaven sent me, I got too many demons that I’m still neglecting
Wanted to divulge with you some of them if you let me
Had a thought that I should end it all and it was tempting
(Verse 3)
Wallpapers falling from this broken home
7 billion people and I’m on my own, actually that’s a lie, I am not alone
My demons with me, depression lives within me, fears of ending up a deadbeat never left me
I’m just venting
I don’t wanna preach about mental health or talk to you about Jesus like Vitor Belfort after a post-fight interview
Telling my friends “ignore this song, it’s just an interlude, I was tryna be fake deep”
In reality, I’m really breaking down, crying out for help without a single sound
Wow
Wondering if my life was cursed, wishing I was freer than the fucking birds
The Blue Jay is my favorite, winter nights and kung fu flicks that’s my favorite
Playing on the PS4 that’s my favorite
But I sold that shit we was low on payments
(Break)
Yeah Pisces & Piranhas
New music coming soon
I promise
(Outro)
I been wishing I was dead for a whole year straight
Wishing I was dead for like 2 years straight
Wishing I was dead for like 3 years straight
4 years straight
5 years straight
Happy thoughts do not cross my mind no more, I better off really dead and gone
Happiness dosen’t cross my mind no more I’d better off really dead
