[Chorus: Alex Marie Brinkley] Help me I feel so numb Oh what have I become? Oh god I feel so numb Oh what have I become? [Verse 1: The Medic] Yeah, I’m lost here I don’t know if I belong here Mask on when I leave the house It’s inside, but I’m bleeding out I’m sick of putting on a fake smile Feel like I’m stuck up in 8 mile Tryna make it out, that’s B-Rabbit I wasn’t born to just be average They talk about me like “he has it” Still, it doesn’t feel like it Y’all don’t know what my real life is Hoping that someone can realize it Questioning God like “why I go thru it?” Temperature hot, afraid I’mma lose it Cry in my room like “what am I doing?” Say what you want but I’m ‘bout to prove it Yeah, been done with this She’ll never know what my struggle is I have always been a troubled kid Everyday malfunctioning Isolated cause nobody here understands me I slowly been losing my sanity Chasing my passion while everything else is crashing But this is what happens You win some and you lose some I don’t got nothing to choose from They ask me “what have you done?” Depressing thoughts find a way in my head Start to wonder if I’ll fail while I’m laying in bed, dang [Chorus: Alex Marie Brinkley] Help me I feel so numb Oh what have I become? Oh god I feel so numb Oh what have I become? [Verse 2: The Medic] Reminiscing about all the friends I had once we had fun I used to think it’d never end but backstab, they have done Truth is, I’m scared to love Don’t do this cause I’m scared to trust People think that I leave quick Cause in the end I don’t care enough That’s fair enough Imagine giving your all and getting nothing in return You live and you learn Used to trust so many of y’all, now I’m feeling burnt and I know it hurts Feeling like there’s no real homies Everybody wanna switch on me Only thing that’s been here since day one is my pen and pad This is all I really ever had No one to reach out to Therapy, I was about to Not even a psychiatrist can tell me where my minds at Less talking, where the rhymes at? Shut up Sorry don’t mind that Voices all up inside my head been telling me how I’m bad Sad days, self doubt just fills me Anxiety could just kill me But through it all man I know, I gotta keep on fighting Two sides to each person, everybody double Sided... [Chorus: Alex Marie Brinkley] Help me I feel so numb Oh what have I become? Oh god I feel so numb Oh what have I become?
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