[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Thesanity
[Hook]
Yeah, I've been trying to find it from the start (trying to find it from the start)
Not a bullet to the heart but a love for the art, I’ve been running to the dark (I've been running to the dark)
It's a never ending loop tearing everything apart, but the future is ours (Yeah the future is ours)
And everyday I wake I know I wanna go far, but I got another scar (But I got another scar)
Cause I shot for the moon but got hit by the stars
I’ve been trying to find it from the start (trying to find it from the start)
Not a bullet to the heart but a love for the art, I've been running to the dark (I've been running to the dark)
It's a never ending loop tearing everything apart, but the future is ours (Yeah the future is ours)
And everyday I wake I know I wanna go far, but I got another scar (But I got another scar)
Cause I shot for the moon but got hit by the stars
[Verse 1]
I'm jumbled with the thoughts and I be feeling the effect
I ain't on the ballot but it's looking like I'm next
To sit up on the throne and be writing all the checks
You know that I be kidding I don’t wanna carry debt
I be hearing critics they say I’m no threat
To none of the rappers I ain't with the best
It feels like a gun was shot right at my head
When I’m getting shoved without any respect
So go and dissect all my lyrics I bet
You won't understand everything in my head
Cause lyricism in the culture is dead
So I don't know why I be wasting my lead
Cause often I'm asked if I’m mentally ready
I told em to look at my palms they be sweaty
I told em that even though I got the confidence, all of the weight on shoulders is heavy
Cause everyday when they ask about life
I tell em that rap is the lane that I chose
They ask if I'm ready to hop on that ride
I tell em "that's something that I wanna know"
I look in the mirror and lock in my eyes
So none of my shakiness ever will show
I try to relax but I'm trying to decide, how I wanna get through the pages I wrote (Ayah)
Cause look at my approach I did it differently
Found a love in music and then I had an epiphany
Found out who was real and all the people who be stiffing me
Cause honestly I hear they loving it but are they listening
I be preaching verses like I'm living in a ministry
I be extroverted I ain't ever acting timidly
One day I will be up on the stage and spitting viciously
Nothing that you've ever seen no it be hitting differently
[Hook]
I've been trying to find it from the start (trying to find it from the start)
Not a bullet to the heart but a love for the art, I've been running to the dark (I've been running to the dark)
It's a never ending loop tearing everything apart, but the future is ours (Yeah the future is ours)
And everyday I wake I know I wanna go far, but I got another scar (But I got another scar)
Cause I shot for the moon but got hit by the stars
I've been trying to find it from the start (trying to find it from the start)
Not a bullet to the heart but a love for the art, I've been running to the dark (I've been running to the dark)
It's a never ending loop tearing everything apart, but the future is ours (Yeah the future is ours)
And everyday I wake I know I wanna go far, but I got another scar (But I got another scar)
Cause I shot for the moon but got hit by the stars
[Outro]
They call me a dreamer cause my head be in the clouds
I climbed up my own ladder and I'm never coming down
I swam in normal water honestly I almost drowned
Cause I move in my own pattern I don't fit in with the crowd
After seven-teen songs you should know what I'm about
I'm letting every feeling show and they be coming out
When I'm in my zone it's like a storm be on the prow
Raining on the enemies I still have never found
