[Intro]
Tryna make a difference but I feel like you all hate me
I was born different, I can't control whatever fate be
They like it when I smile, but they don't know that I'm faking
Wait until I lose it, know my conscience has been breaking
[Refrain]
I can't even fall in love, cause I'm still trapped in your eyes
I can't even make it out, imprisoned inside of my mind
A beast stuck in a jail cell, I hope it don't ruin my life
What if I was normal, then maybe I could have survived
[Verse 1]
I got somе confidence, but they don't see what's insidе of me
They just be fearing, hate the devil that's stuck inside of me
So I just stay alone, don't make a friend
Don't make a sound, I'm worthless
I just ride a swing, it never ends
Just staring at whats perfect
He a prodigy, a goat, while I'm still learning the ropes
So I try to stand out, so the others see my hope
Can't do shit but be a joker, they don't welcome the class clown
Breaking into tears, turn my willpower to glass now
They just leave the orphan and I got no one to cry to
It's shocking I can't make a sound, I feel like a Raichu
Sadness and sorrow, I'll try again though tomorrow
The despair make me blow up, feel like I'm Kilimanjaro
Don't wanna kill a man, but this dude be blurring the line
Stuck in grayscale, don't know about the scale of my crime
They just want me to die, I ain't ready
They just want me to cry, I ain't petty
[Refrain]
I can't even fall in love, cause I'm still trapped in your eyes
I can't even make it out, imprisoned inside of my mind
A beast stuck in a jail cell, I hope it don't ruin my life
What if I was normal, then maybe I could have survived
[Chorus]
Tryna make a difference but I feel like you all hate me
I was born different, I can't control whatever fate be
They like it when I smile, but they don't know that I'm faking
Wait until I lose it, know my conscience has been breaking
Lost my rival in a mission, couldn't bear that I was ign’ant
But what can I say when my mind was stuck in a prison?
What can I say when the people ‘round me were twisted
They hate that I'm different, so I'll just try to be distant
[Verse2]
You know I try to be famous, I try attracting attention
Pulling pranks up on the monument, I'm facing detention
Oiroke no Jutsu, I try relieving the tension
I try to null all the anger, but it just stays in retention
It just stays in my mind, that's where the demon resides
Too many days I will cry, I got no feelings inside
Please don't try to wake me up, I'm just done with my life
I don't wanna see your face when I'm sleeping at night
I sleep on the fact that I got nobody to care for me
I Tryna do a Jutsu, but I did it so terribly
Created my technique, I perfected it carefully
I thought I would be popular, but they just all stare at me
They just all hate, I didn't know I deserved the malice
They hated my technique, in a convo I heard its phallic
Another one just like me crying in a deserted palace
Oh Gaara, are you there, thought 'bout you and I spurred a ballad
[Chorus]
Tryna make a difference but I feel like you all hate me
I was born different, I can't control whatever fate be
They like it when I smile, but they don't know that I'm faking
Wait until I lose it, know my conscience has been breaking
Lost my rival in a mission, couldn't bear that I was ign’ant
But what can I say when my mind was stuck in a prison?
What can I say when the people ‘round me were twisted
They hate that I'm different, so I'll just try to be distant
[Refrain]
I can't even fall in love, cause I'm still trapped in your eyes
I can't even make it out, imprisoned inside of my mind
A beast stuck in a jail cell, I hope it don't ruin my life
What if I was normal, then maybe I could have survived
