[Verse 1]
I just had a nightmare
That I lost you and it ain’t fair
And I’m sorry baby but
I didn't mean to diss you when we got there
But I did I couldn’t help it
I’m so immature and hopeless
I just felt betrayed and stupid
'Cause you left me but I loved you
And it was all a bad dream right?
See what I mean like
At first I was so ruined
Abusing drugs to get through it nice
I got addicted pretty quickly
Started acting out all shifty
I ain’t recognize myself
At times it’s shitty
I was always on something
The second that I wasn’t
I was crying bout you nothing
Even mattered except the drugs and
After a while it escalated 2 grams of cocaine I did it
The second that I would get it I’d be headed back cause I need it
Just to keep breathing a cigarette lit I’m fiending
We need to talk but you’re leaving
I’m just confused if I’m dreaming or not, yeah
Just confused if I'm dreaming or not, I just kept stirring the pot
Wanted attention I got it
And I realized I still cared and I just needed to stop
So I’m sorry for all this shit
I just hope that you’re not fucking angry you are
I could'a guessed but I’m not the kinda guy that I was
I’m helping myself grow I’m gonna stop doing drugs
Cause if I don’t then Imma OD at the end of the month
It happened in my fucking nightmare
So who’s saying it won’t repeat itself I hit a line
And start convulsing and don’t make it alive
Because the acid that I’ve been on made me die
Mixed with Naproxen for the pain that I’ve been feeling inside
And when I saw you it made me realize
That I still have all these feelings for you come back alive
But when I go back to sleep prolly at the end of the night
I just hope that I don’t wake up but I hope you’re alright
Sun rising, I’m dying, stay awake on the couch
No lying, I’m flying, I’m just high by myself
Sitting tryna figure out how
I ain’t been sober for a second now
I ain’t been over you in case you couldn’t tell yeah
I just gotta lot to tell, yeah
About myself to you I’m living hell
But when I told that I loved you, yeah I meant it
And I wish I fucking didn’t 'cause you lied non stop on a mission
To destroy me well you did it little lady
So congratulations bitch but I’m the one that stays winning
Sometimes I wanna close my eyes
Tell myself to sleep but I’m too energized
I just wanna fucking die yeah, if I do then it’s no surprise
Hope that you’re prepared 'cause I’m going off another line
Yeah I got a problem this is way beyond the white
Yeah 2 G’s deep I ain't know time, is it 7 am is it 8 or 9 yeah
Why am I still up I got another line
Why am I so fucked can’t you see I’m fine
I’m so alive tonight
If you love me tell me ‘fore I die
Why am I still up I got another line
Why am I so fucked can’t you see I’m fine
I’m so alive tonight
If you love me tell me ‘fore I die
Cause I’m dead tonight
[Hook] x4
Naproxen nightmares
[Verse 2]
Listening to Coldplay so I don’t panic
You got the weed and the white lemme have it
If you don’t that’s okay, but I’m out this
I would much rather take the route to get me high shit
Sorry baby, I know I’m crazy
Yeah I smoke too much lately
I just wanna say I’m sorry like this is my apology
Woke up from a shitty dream, I bet that you’re still missing me
I’ve been high since early July
Weed everyday, and the drinks late at night
And you know I’m okay as long as I got the white
Feels like a week has passed by but it’s months
Nothing like sitting in the cold hard tub
Wake up still high, still drunk
Nothing like giving you my heart just to crush no wonder there was never any trust
To be truthful with you didn’t cheat
No matter what they’re saying to you it just wasn’t me
I wanted you to hurt so I let you believe
But it wasn’t me so I let you bleed
Bitch don’t act like you got no choice
And I’m just picturing your voice
And now I’m thinking what’s the point
And I got a little green so why not put it in a joint
Light it up, take a-
[Outro]
I'm not doing that Hayden, guys I don't wanna do this
"Drink up Tryl, drink up Tryl"
I'm so fucked, shut the fuck
"I didn't even say anything!"
You think you're pretty?
"Yeah"
"Oh you just really stole a car ay?"
Yeah I did steal a fucking car
"Committed grand theft auto"
Is Kane here?
What are you fucking doing in short shorts you stupid bitch, it's fucking cold out tonight
"Are you video taping yourself?"
Shut up! Yeah what about it?
"What about it? Bout it!"
What are you talking about
"I don't even know why I thought the other way I never do"
What?
"You fucking taught me what I already knew dude"
I hate that
"Oh a video, you always take videos ay?"
"He's probably fucked"
Shut the fuck up
At the fairgrounds, smoking our joint
"You rap?"
"What the fuck happened last night?"
"Oi, fuck are you doing?"
Some coke
