[Instrumental]
[Intro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
No hook, no chorus, just thoughts, you hear me?
[Verse 1]
The angers excessive
The liquor making him a mess
They keep bringing up conversation that
He can not address
He been giving out ultimatums to family & friends
Can’t take it out on himself, he takes it out on
He got a couple issues with abandonment
So every time he finds a new flame, he’s so adamant
Wants to be the good guy but turns quick into an antagonist
These are modern day problems with trying to bе a romanticist
They never gеt to see the side of him that’s so compassionate
They gotta tear a couple masks off just to reach him
Don't do good with advice, think they sound like a preacher
Cos they all think they know him after a few times of meeting
Can you believe it?
No
Neither can I
Here’s a little secret
You are not that guy
Neither is him, neither is him
I been talking ‘bout myself
That's just a little thing I do
[Verse 2]
I go out of body, just to give my mind a little room
Like I’m talking bout another
No, that’s an extension of me
Deep breaths baby girl you are not crazy
I am
I can’t listen to your recommendations
I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired of complaining ‘bout the shit that I don’t have
I been getting deep in my feelings about the shit that I won’t have, yea yea
My youth are leaving, my youth is fleeting
Getting older is the price of living life
That's a low jab
I think that’s enough thinking let him rock the slow jam
[Interlude]
I been feeling indifferent
As of late
Give myself a little time when I say I’m on the way
I just might be late
(Okay now that's enough)
[Verse 3]
Don't think it is
I been living life
Side by side with my sins
Rest in peace mac miller
I'm getting the spins
In a frenzy
Somebody tell me why bad drugs are so damn tempting
Old friends let go 'cause they wasn't uplifting
Kick me down when I'm down
But they love me when I'm up
What the-
It’s all so confusing
Miss the times with my mom
In a honda civic, cruising
Watching her blow down tree
Now look at me
A sight to see
I wonder if I’m following my prophecy
Or if I’m making a new canvas & doing this my own way?
This journey is so damn lonely
So of course I’ll take any partner that comes to help
Even though I think I’m better by myself
She ain’t ready
When it gets fast paced, she can not stay steady
Word to Maz
Trying hard to get up out this jam
Getting stuck in peanut butter
Smacking my lips
Sucking my teeth, chhhh
My grandma prolly mad that I haven't called
If she know what I been up to, she would be appalled
I ain't the same lil boy, running thru them halls
I been going insane lil’ boy giving it my all
This shit is hard
Can't put the blame on you 'cause i know that its my fault
Hunnit Ms worth of art that I'm keeping in the vault
Keep a smile on my face even tho I wanna sulk
Lock me away, I just committed assault
Lock me away, I just committed assault
Lock me away, lock me away, lock me away, lock me away, lock me away
[Instrumental]
[Verse 4]
One step in the room
I'm immediate competition
To some people that suffer
From some condition
That makes them
Obsessed with submission
Situation isn't convoluted
This is not a movement
Something like an abolition
Mr. Abolitionist, AP!
Can you abolish everything that ain't free?
Like the price you pay
When you join the music game
Gambling your life away
That's gotta be a dealbreaker
Dealing wit me
My lucky number 3
Unlucky motherfuckers keep on asking how I do it
I say, “I, myself, & Lou”
I do shit backwards
No nigga, I do not enjoy smoking backwoods
Identify the problem and then rebuke it
Drinking all this liquor got me puking
At the bottom of the barrel
Smoking on top of it make me hurl
Like the last pringle
I been single
In my dreams
I don't see my dream girl
Really I haven’t even been dreaming like that
I just like-
Kind of go to sleep
My mind shuts off and then I wake up
And got to kind of find new inspiration & motivation
