[Chorus:]
Driftin', driftin'
Running reds tryna get some distance
Ignition, ignition
Stomp the gas 'till I see it different
I'm on a mission, I'm on a mission
To get it all from what I'm gifted
I don't know myself and my mind's like a prison
I might as/Midas well make it gold when I cross a Christian
[Verse 1:]
Head first off the high way
Fuck it, didn't wanna drive straight or to end up back at my place
Home is just another migraine, used to be my mirage in a dry lake
Got a pile of shit on my plate
My rent, I might not make
Another breathe I cannot take
Everything is at a high stake
Heart beat makes me vibrate
I'm scared of death but why wait?
Who said that?
Was it the mirror or my greed?
My pride or jealousy?
The voices in my head, or the demons always bouncing on my bed
My anxiety and paranoia wrestle me down in a triple threat
Everything's already said
This scheme been beat dead, but fuck it I'm a reject
So I'm goin off the deep end
If I drown then it's just another regret
We can all pretend, that it didn't happen
Please, I mean it
Act like you didn't see it
It will be our little secret
Can't face what I failed at, lock it in a steel trap
Bury it down at the deepest
[Chorus:]
Driftin', driftin'
Running reds tryna get some distance
Ignition, ignition
Stomp the gas 'till I see it different
I'm on a mission, I'm on a mission
To get it all from what I'm gifted
I don't know myself and my mind's like a prison
I might as/Midas well make it gold when I cross a Christian
[Verse 2:]
Don't know if I'm chosen
That or I'm broken
I'm neither, I'm choking
Dry throat and it's closing
I can't go unspoken
These thoughts too provoking
Wear my heart on my sleeve from the nights of no sleep
No one was there to believe
No creature was stirring like it's Christmas Eve
I made it out with the skin of my teeth
And sellin' a bag of the green, now I'm outta my league
I'm on the pro team, performing phenomenally
It's such an abnormal anomaly
Living my life like I got it for free
Look at myself, who do I wanna be
Dream about wealth, but I don't want the greed
Think I'ma melt down from all the fatigue
Play the hand that I'm dealt, the kings and the queens
Now what's next?
If I fold can I switch decks?
Get a Full House with a white fence
Drift on the highway, lose my mind to the presets
Life live without reasons
[Chorus:]
Driftin', driftin'
Running reds tryna get some distance
Ignition, ignition
Stomp the gas 'till I see it different
I'm on a mission, I'm on a mission
To get it all from what I'm gifted
I don't know myself and my mind's like a prison
I might as/Midas well make it gold when I cross a Christian
[Bridge:]
Never found serenity, in the holy Trinity, or deity entities
Now my demons are the enemy
Is it really the inner me, let it out through the auxiliary
[Verse 3:]
Will I make it up heaven if I go down with my brethren?
Can't believe it for a second, I'll start begging to the reverend
I've committed sins, all seven, way too many times to mention
But if hell is truly my detention, then I guess I gotta learn my lesson
Can I repent? That's the biggest question
Or is it already destined?
Will me and God have unspoken tension
I won't make it to the next dimension
I can feel it in my gut, my intestines
Through my whole digestion
Nothing can ever be perfection
So I gotta face my reflection
Lift my chin, put my best in
