Yeah
Tabz
Gabz
October
(Verse)
I think about the times I was next to her, hard not to reminisce
A heart, I forever miss, I’ve longed for you ever since
Yeah, Look
I thought you were the one I would settle with
Yeah
I thought you’d be the one I’d be better with…
Yeah
Yeah. from the very first time that I met with her, and looked in her eyes
She couldn’t decide, whether I was crooked or shy?
She wanted to know if I was different from guys that would mess with her But would’ve in time
She found that I wasn’t regular
It took her some time, a lot of guys get the best of her
Would lie just to get with her, and get her to vibe
And turn into the ones who she would forever despise
All the times they would message her, she’d never reply
She knew they only wanted her just for her looks and appearance Despite all of the rest of her characteristics
And though at times they had tempted her, she felt it wasn’t right for they just loved her for lips, and her thighs and etcetera
I guess getting with me, was like the better decisions
What we had together was what she exactly envisioned
To fall in love for someone who cared and would actually listen
But could also make her feel something she’s actually missing
So all the times that I met with her, times I would get with her
Times I was next to her, the vibe was the best with her
I had invested the, time I would spend with her
I had been blessed with her, so I would confess to her
Whether it was in person or the nights I was texting her
Telling her how I’m ready to ride for the rest of her
Life even though there would be times I’m upset with her
Or times I’m obsessed with her but I had accepted her
We used to fantasize of taking trips out to Paris
Riches and karats along with having whips like McLaren’s
You would tell me what you love and all the things that you cherish And things that make you insecure or maybe gets you embarrassed
Move into a studio apartment as we’re starting to share it
And as we watch each other grow, we manifest into parents
What we have together becoming eventually marriage
Unfortunately those were dreams that would eventually perish
I had to watch our fairytale start to break into pieces
In a manner that couldn’t be fixed with tape or adhesive
Our fairytale would end up with some of break ups and leaving
I was straight up with you, never had to make up a reason
Like baby I’m leaving, telling her the way I was feeling
Telling her almost everything I’m afraid of revealing
Later that evening, I went home I was hating the feeling
Because I thought she was the one but I’m afraid I was dreaming
Hope you’re aware of how I really felt when I was alone
Resentful, insecure, bitter, sour, and cold
Now I spend hours at home
Looking at your number as I’m resisting the temptation to dial up the phone
And start telling you bout how we had problems but power to grow She felt as if all our issues weren’t in our control
You always had an explanation, truly I wasn’t sold
Thing is when I was with you, it felt like I was alone
If I would’ve known, now I’m here, crying alone
Writing verses bout being single and dying alone
I think back to when the thought of you had me smiling alone
It makes me think about how the heart has a mind of its own
Maybe I should catch up with you so you chill with me more
But for now it seems, my dreams are where you visit me more
Never been in a situation as tricky before
I always had to question whether you were with me for sure
It never truly felt as if I was officially yours
I just wish that you were capable of giving me more
Look, I don’t know if you’re having dreams of killing me or?
You’re missing more? But frankly I’ve been physically torn
She’s pretty of course, the type that you would simply adore
With the kind of beauty that would make it hard to simply ignore
I hope she doesn’t think this music was created with malice
And though I’m better off without her there are days I imagine
And think of times I was next to her, hard not to reminisce
A heart, I forever miss, I’ve longed for you ever since
Yeah
Look, Cause I thought you’d be the one I’d be better with
I thought that you'd be the one I could settle with
I thought that you'd be the one I'm forever with
Yeah
