Intro:
Yo Decided i'd try to make a fucking beat myself this time
This is produced by me, mixed by me, and most importantly (drake), written by me let's go
Verse 1:
Yeah its me again, rapping like a hurricane
Working out insane til i get a fucking migraine
I ain't got no record playing, rapping on my own domain
Even made my beat, yet you fuckers gonna complain
Turning up the pace
Game is like a fucking race
I ain't racist, it will surely be my central place
Gotta concentrate, my fans await, another fucking track and I ain't dealing with the fucking featherweight
So for the wait, i made some dummy raps to compensate, the fact that im late. I dropped some disses just to motivate, my fanbase
But this schools making my body ache, (full of rage)
It makes it hard to keep you up to date, (fall on face)
It just broke my fucking armor plate, (ballin' straight)
My self-esteem just ran the fuck away (crawling pace)
Now theres nothing left for me to say (gone today)
These fucking feelings they are here to stay
Hook:
Everyone around, they dont know a fucking thing
I just want the pain to fade away
They always say im cool, but i feel it everyday
Now I know this pain is here to stay
Everyone around, they dont know a fucking thing
I just want the pain to fade away
They always say im cool, but i feel it everyday
Now I know this pain is here to stay
Verse 2:
Living in a dorm
Moved out of my fucking home
Its the best thing to happen since before I was born
Wasn't because of the school, nor the drama or the whores
It was cause of the people, all the shit that was going on
You told me we were bros, i thought i was finally cool
But i "never heard" the shit that was told outside of school
No matter what you'd do, took 100% of my fuel
So i tried to fucking rap, but I was stapled to the piano stool
When i look back on all these years it is alarming me
All those fucking naggers, did their best at harming me
"but now youre on your new school! and everyone's in harmony"
All these people saying im depressed are just disarming me
Huh, how did everyone get onto me?
'fore i started in the rap game they were just ignoring me
Now theyre coming back, saying they were just admiring me
But i dont fuck with them, cuz now im in a higher league
Hook:
Everyone around, they dont know a fucking thing
I just want the pain to fade away
They always say im cool, but i feel it everyday
Now I know this pain is here to stay
Everyone around, they dont know a fucking thing
I just want the pain to fade away
They always say im cool, but i feel it everyday
Now I know this pain is here to stay
Verse 3:
Yeah, the pain is here to stay, thats how im feeling anyway
All the colors turning gray. "another due date is today!"
All this schoolwork shit is turning me insane
If you could only see the the shit thats going on inside my brain
And yeah, I'm talking to you, you probably don't know who you are
You're leaving me with overthoughts and tearing me apart
But i ain't talking bout no broken hearts
My life has tought me how to be a bachelor of arts
Which is why ive always made my road by fighting counterparts
While theyre throwing shade with words, or fucking poking me with darts (huh?)
Guess ive never been a man with bars
But im battling with speed and i am shooting for the stars
Its a fact, looking back,im off the track and my backpack, hanging on my back, im not black, but i rap faster than mac, not attack, just a fact, 'nother track, not a plaque, boutta stack, im not wack, fuck this
Hook:
Everyone around, they dont know a fucking thing
I just want the pain to fade away
They always say im cool, but i feel it everyday
Now I know this pain is here to stay
Everyone around, they dont know a fucking thing
I just want the pain to fade away
They always say im cool, but i feel it everyday
Now I know this pain is here to stay
