[Intro]
All grown up and for what
This shit fucking sucks
I mean it has its perks, but, but uh
I just miss the ways things were, ya know?
[Verse 1]
Tryna stop myself from going mental (Going mental)
Yeah I always been, always been so damn sentimental
Holding on to the past, long after it’s gone
Had to get a grasp on where I’m at to help me grow strong-er
It hurts
I struggle living in the present, this shit is a present
But sometimes I forget yeah
That so is my presence (So is my presence)
Don’t you ever forget it (Don't you ever forget it)
I’m working, learning from the past (From the past)
Looking forward to the future with excitement (With excitement)
Though sometimes (Though sometimes)
I’m way more anxious, way more anxious than excited
Can’t let it take control of me
I’m thinking bout what I got going for me and one minute I’m smiling, the next my thoughts are violent
Don’t wanna die fore I do what I gotta
Just keep faith, that’s the mantra
[Hook]
Man I miss when we were kids
When all we were smoking was candy cigs
Before the loss of innocence
Now everyone’s got their own shit going on (Own shit going on)
And sometimes I get lost in these thoughts
On where I’m the same and where I’m not
But thangs are never the same (Never the same)
Yeah they constantly evolve
[Verse 2]
But so much has changed in just a few years
Fell in love, went to college, my heart broke, I started my career
Grew my hair out and dyed it blonde (Dyed it blonde)
Uh yeah, yeah I got them goldie locs (Got them goldie locs)
Five tats, earrings, and a nose ring
Man this punk life chose me and I chose it back
Yeah I went to hell and back (Hell and back)
To get my ass where I’m at (Get my ass where I'm at)
And sometimes I wish that, wish that I started sooner
Then I realized it’s never too late to take, to take control of your future, until it is
My past shaped me into who I am damn
Hind sight got me like I might change some shit, but I’m alright
It is what it is
My innocence has been gone for a minute yeah
But with the music (With the music)
Shit I’m starting to feel like a kid again
[Hook]
I still miss when we were kids
When all we were smoking was candy cigs
Before the loss of innocence
Now everyone’s got their own shit going on (Own shit going on)
And sometimes I get lost in these thoughts
On where I’m the same and where I’m not
But things are never the same (Never the same)
Yeah they constantly evolve
[Verse 3]
Vague memories of the first house I lived in
Chillin, smoking candy cigs with Bostrum, watching Kangaroo Jack
Seventeen years later man who knew that (Who knew that)
Our friendship would come around to still exist
Shit man I barely remember meeting the brother Tim
At a party before I moved into the neighborhood
Our mothers were friends of friends
We bonded over eating fudgesicles
Now we’re men getting comfortable in our bodies
All these stories live within and I feel like no-one can stop me
Except me
I got all the love and support I need
Keep drilling in positivity yeah
But damn man (Damn man)
Damn man, yeah I still miss when
Still miss when
Miss when
When were kids…
[Hook]
I still miss when we were kids (Kids)
When all we were smoking was candy cigs (Cigs)
Before the loss of innocence
Now everyone’s got their own shit going on (Own shit going on)
And sometimes I get lost in these thoughts
On where I’m the same and where I’m not
But things are never the same (Never the same)
Yeah they constantly evolve (Constantly evolve)
