(Part I: Cocaine Crybaby)
[Verse: Vencí & Mesh]
How you gon' say you need me
When you cocaine, druggy filled ass
Cryin' baby can't make a decision by yourself
Or can't even please me
I'm a damn book, Ripped off every single page
I'm speaking now, if you say you can't see me
I'm speaking now, if you say you can't see me
I'm speaking now, if you say you can't see me
I'm speaking now, i'm speaking now, i'm speaking now
Yeah, I've been speaking out, i've speaking out, i've speaking about myself, i'm speaking on my 'out
I was tryna save myself, I was tryna save myself witho-
I was doing my own typa shit now
(Part II: Adore Me)
[Intro: neptunebeach]
I'm thе mad one, this a sad song
Maybe i'm the bad onе, I just gotta laugh, huh?
Gave her chanel bags i'm about done
Like i'm self aware, yet I don't understand none
I just roll a couple spliffs until I'm on one
And you ain't really know i'm on one
Gave her backwoods, got my brain numb
[Verse 1: Vencí]
I'm blessing to your life, baby you don't need no booze
I promise to God right now that my dick won't be your only boost, like-
I ain't the tallest dude or the strongest dude, but
Ain't nobody carryin' the weight like I do
I'm glad you ain't a white girl, 'cause i'm tryna suck you right
We both tan, but we light enough to call this shit Twilight
You the brightest of my day so, fuck I need a fleshlight for? (haha)
Not the best proposal, but I mean I did ask, right
[Chorus: Vencí]
Baby adore me, i'm God amongst the men
Baby adore me, i'm full of D' but I cannot defend
[Verse 2: Vencí]
Shoutout to Faith and all her friends
She said wanted to get our tubes tied, wait, huh?
We go from One Of Many, to reaching bitch status again
I'm saying shoutout to Blesata 'cause it'll be the reason I get a Benz
Cypher, red, blood, Boon-Feelings never send
That's where I see you in The Empyrean
Again
Put your trust on me, y'ain't got nothing to lose
Bet you any man won't fuck you like I do
Treat you like I do, or do anything that I do
That's why i'm tryna say, y'ain't tryna lose me
I'm a bit cocky but that's only 'cause I got a bigger dick (haha)
[Chorus: Vencí]
Baby adore me, i'm God amongst the men
Baby adore me, i'm full of D' but I cannot-
[Bridge: neptunebeach]
I'm the mad one, this a sad song
Maybe i'm the bad one, I just gotta laugh, huh?
Gave her chanel bags i'm about done
Like i'm self aware, yet I don't understand none
I just roll a couple spliffs until i'm on one
And you ain't really know i'm on one
Gave her backwoods, got my brain numb
[Verse 3: Vencí]
I ain't tryna get too personal on this shit
I just gotta clear my name, so I gotta say my shit
I gotta mention 'bout my sister, I gotta mention bout her kids, she was only 16
She was only 16 when she started to drink then overthink then started to hang out with friends
She was on some good Whiskey, then smoking once again
I started to worry, but "Why should I?"
I started repeating this sentence the day she died
Do you understand why I feel a way
Do you understand why I be a way
Do you understand why I talk to you this way
I really just don't want-
I haven't took my meds in a while now, but for that's for a reason now
Like November 6th I tried to kill myself on the floor
Tried overdosing, Faith was there for me but nobody more
Even worse I was failing my heart before
Months in the hospital, back in not even a single word
Then to lose my sister then Faith too
I apologize to Fait right now
I'm blessed to have Daniela in my life
I'm glad to be able one day to call her my wife (yeah, uhm)
If your sister hearing this, hope it doesn't change her view
I'm just expressing myself 'fore I take another few
YAYAYI Solo: 666
