[VERSE 1]
Ok I’m drunk at this party
Refilling my cup
I’m here with my gang
And we fucking shit up
Said we been
Rolling up thru the cul-de-sac, rolling the windows down
Doing doughnuts in front of an old man house, somebody grandpa ‘bout to be pissed
But we just some young kids, give shit about the consequence, we take our past experience and hope we can avoid the roundabout of life and make it thru the night
Partying getting high to avoid thinking too deep about our
Feelings and shit, that shit get complicated way to quick
Fucking around and wind up overthinking everything
So we suppressing our emotions with empty bottles and women
Mary Jane, marijuana a cure for what I’m living
Temporary although it works
Rather get some relief with my homies at this party drinking
Sipping all this liquor laying upon my throne of shattered bottles
At the bottom of this glass, contemplate about tomorrow
Feeling like I’m stuck on the edge of a cliff
I’m just hanging on by a rope
And my hands are getting tired of holding on
But lately I been wondering
Maybe that mountain that I been carrying I was meant to climb all along
‘Cause I
[PRE-Chorus: LandoIsLiving]
I was climbing to the top but they had it all wrong
I was climbing to the top but they had it all wrong
I started from the bottom I just needed one song
She told me go deep but I'm tryna go long
I can't get up in that pussy less the credit score strong
I ain't fucking with a broke bitch 'cause it's feeling so wrong
I ain't fucking with no shawty if she know my bank long
[Chorus: LandoIsLiving]
(I got a) duffle bag with money and receipt paper
I keep having dreams of people I can't see later
I keep working hard because I wanna be greater
Shawty suck me up because she don't know if we'll speak later
And that's ok with me
Yeah that's ok with me
'Cause anything and everything they telling me ain't true
'Cause if anything, everything I'm doing this ain't new
I want anything and everything, I'm working for in view
[VERSE 2]
Searching for double meanings in everything
Everything that they telling me’s a synonym for what I don’t want to hear anymore
Every coin got two sides
Not everything’s black and white
I’m searching for balance, that’s the meaning of life
We opposite ends of a magnet, we push away and then come together whenever we fuckin flip
If I can’t grow you the get the fuck out of my life, I only love my homies and my family and my bitch
I said I been evolving dealing with some things inside my head
You stick with me I love you, if you don’t u not my friend
I know some broken people that need help I cannot give
But you have all the resources that you’ll need in the end
Imma be here with you with no shadow of a doubt
‘Cause nobody gon grow when mental health is going south
I can help you carry the load until you make it out
But I’m no fucking savior, that is not what I’m about
PART TWO: SAVIOR
[VERSE]
I’m not here to save you, ‘cause I’m only one man
I am only one man
And I got my demons
So I’m not fighting yours
And I got my own high points, I got my own lows
Fix everything that’s broken, that’s not my job, I cannot play god
‘Cause I am not your savior, I am not your savior, no I am not your savior
[NARRATION: Brad Cresswell]
Those cans of beer, cigarette buts and empty pill bottles are not your saviors
Scarecrows are dangerous things
Pay close attention to your coping methods
As one day they could be your lifeline
But also your downfall
Choose wisely
