[Intro: Whxami, Sample]
That's the only trouble with penance
Ay, ay, yeah
[Verse 1]
I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she
Giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
Could never get too close when my hopes happy
My actions could go sporadic
Break glass and put holes in cabinets
The fuck you look like pitying me?
I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be
(Fuck)
Every friend I ever had fucked me over
And yeah, I mean every friend
You drop a name, I'll give you thе stats, bitch
I find myself in this place common, I'm kinda amazed
Jotting about bеtter days I'm never found to engage with
That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind
It got me caged in and locked for the night
I'm sick of telling people how much
They forever meaning to me
Just to let 'em lead me on and
Fuck my head up even more than before
That's why I start to ignore
Whenever my fucking phone buzzing
I just throw it to the floor, it keep ringing
[Chorus]
Living in the past, I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and whatever was
It was so simple that I miss it, can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit?
Tell me if they feel exact same as what I've been through
It's way too much, and when the day ends
I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
[Verse 2]
Fall in love
(Feel the pain)
You gambling with your sanity
My ex was whoring out to friends of me, can't compare it
See, her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it, apparently
Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
Got dm'ed and started talking to someone who I was friends with
Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect
When you be ghosting
Seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with
So fuck it, I'm doing me; and soon it was you and me
I told you how I was feeling, you had somebody you been with
Who isn't what I expected, regardless of his intentions
It's fucking dumb, I accept it
You strung me along and left me with this false hope
A smaller but strong rope and I broke it
Cutting ties ain't nothing new, just go with the motions
So, what the fuck is the point?
If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy it
Your life without me
[Chorus]
Living in the past, I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and whatever was
It was so simple that I miss it, can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit?
Tell me if they feel exact same as what I've been through
It's way too much, and when the day ends
I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
Living in the past, I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and whatever was
It was so simple that I miss it, can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit?
Tell me if they feel exact same as what I've been through
It's way too much, and when the day ends
I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
[Outro: Whxami (Spoken), Whxami (Sung), Sample]
Yeah
Don't cry for me, my love
Man, I don't know what the future holds but
I'm fine, high in my mind
If we're meant to be in each other's lives
Then one day we will be
Don't cry for me, my love
I'm fine, got high hopes in my mind
But right now, I can't have that
Don't cry for me, my love
I never stopped caring either
"But yeah, what are you up to right now?"
I'm fine, got high hopes in my mind
I still have love for you, just from afar
"What's going on?"
Don't cry for me, my-
"Just doing nothing"
So I hope this lands for you
"Really interesting"
Don't cry for me, no
