Verse 1: Wildcard
I've always just related to the fallen ones, or the solemn ones
All the daughters abused, and all the alcoholic sons
All the kids that are clutching on their pillow when their parents' addiction is like a wrecking ball demolishin'
All their hopes and dreams can't reverse fate
This the type of hurt that are worse in restraint the worldplay [?]
Pops used to take me on cons when I was young
Like somе twisted version of take your kid to work day
Probably just 'causе I came up like that, another kid with such potential
Self-destructive path is what I chose
To create my wrath, chase the dragon
Pops makin' labs like he's Breaking Bad
Take my Dad when he used to drive me around paranoid, pulled over, 'You hear them helicopters, boy?'
And I turn, a plea to say, 'Yeah, Dad I do'
Just thinking, no more glass bags for you
When to think that I grew up and did the same thing over now
But I'm relieved, me and Pops are both sober now
Plus, it's lonely on the dope dough
Not a lot of chicks lined up to give head to Quasimodo
Drop the vocals, rhythm and rock the go slow
And if you going through something it's probably 'cause you supposed to
Best sunsets have always been to die for
Even when you staring through the window of a psych ward
Chorus:
And I can't blame no one for my life and the truth hurts
You can't change your childhood but you can always change the future
Said I can't blame no one for my life and the truth hurts
Hear me, you can't change your childhood but you can always change the future
Please don't weep, call me crazy if you want
But I'mma a be okay, I keep moving on
Tell my Mom not to worry, everything is just fine
I truly think I turned out alright, it just took a little time
Verse 2: Wildcard
You, there's a metamorphosis with me in this rhythm
I'm seeing this visions, my friends Travis and Ian imprisoned, flee indecision
Agree with your wisdom because the deeper I'm diggin' I figure it should have been me who went with them
I'm teaching people to listen to their sneaking suspicions
You can't defeat my fruition and I'll beat you into submission
And keepin' traditions with MCs and the heat that they're spittin'
From sleeping with strippers to me to sleep in admissions
This shit goes deeper than the people sweepin streets in the districts
The thief said I'll keep his condition to believe in a fiction
With leaders of liquor I'm twisted, I can read when I'm freakin' flippin' this LSD, I'm his, he got me peeking, I'm trippin, I'm pleadin'
Wishin' for people to receive this rendition
I'll never be where the chicken is
Say this agreement is written
If you critique my ambition then you will see my resistance
I leave eagles beagle [?] picking you in the fetal position and
I know I talk a lot about sex and women
Aggression, venom cliches and reflections in 'em
I just want you to know that I know that we're all equal
Came from the same pain and we're all people
And even said girls I'm playin' with em
It's not their fault for being them, it's my fault for staying with them
I'm not the only one who has some setbacks as a kid
Only difference is my rhythm and my sketchpad
And anytime I see a boy with his mama I just think about mine
And how she helped me through the pain and the drama and just helped my soul to shine
And anytime I see a boy with his mama I just think about mine
And how she helped me through the pain and the drama and just helped my soul to shine
Please don't weep, call me crazy if you want
But I'mma a be okay, I keep moving on
Tell my Mom not to worry, everything is just fine
I truly think I turned out alright, it just took a little time
