Lamentaciones 3: 1-6
Yo soy el hombre que ha visto aflicción bajo el látigo de su enojo
Me guió y me llevó en tinieblas, y no en luz;
Ciertamente contra mí volvió y revolvió su mano todo el día
Hizo envejecer mi carne y mi piel; quebrantó mis huesos;
Edificó baluartes contra mí, y me rodeó de amargura y de trabajo
Me dejó en oscuridad, como los ya muertos de mucho tiempo
Verse 1:
My heart is pounding everyday from when I first awake
To when I go to bed and pray the Lord my soul to take
I cried more tears than I'd like to admit
And yes I'm a believer but there's day I wanna quit
Go back to my first album, listen to My Testimony
A lot of people like that song but that don't mean they know me
You heard me say I tried to take my life 5 times
That's not a lie but thoughts still runnin' through my mind
I like to make people laugh cuz I know how it feels
To be an afterthought a reject or a third wheel
Give em' to the Father so they can do greater things than me
So when they get ordained than they could read my eulogy
And it seems like everybody's getting married
And my heart is feeling heavier like I'm getting buried, my God!
I wanna give a rock but I might see a different stone
The honest truth, I'm scared as hell that I'ma die alone
Lamentaciones 3: 7-12
Me cercó por todos lados, y no puedo salir; ha hecho más pesadas mis cadenas;
Aun cuando clamé y di voces, cerró los oídos a mi oración;
Cercó mis caminos con piedra labrada, torció mis senderos
Fue para mí como oso que acecha, como león en escondrijos;
Torció mis caminos, y me despedazó; me dejó desolado
Entesó su arco, y me puso como blanco para la saeta
Verse 2:
Sometimes I hate the way I rap, feel like I'm wasting time
And when people say they like It I just think they lying
I often think about drowning myself in alcohol
Let it burn a hole inside my chest, and than my heart will fall
I wanna talk to God but sometimes think he doesn't care
Or maybe my petitions never got passed the air
There’s days where I don't wanna go to church, honestly
Sometimes I think the youth deserve someone better than me
Sitting in the benches trynna eat what Pastor preaching
When I'm praying at the altar always feel like weeping
Can't let it show cuz if I do it's a sign of weakness
They may think I'm Disturbed and down with the sickness
They say that others got it worse and never to forget it
Why y'all Christians try to make my pain irrelevant
Is there room in your heart for someone lame like me?
I'm pouring out but can't find no one close to share a drink, man
Lamentaciones 3: 13-18
Hizo entrar en mis entrañas las saetas de su aljaba
Fui escarnio a todo mi pueblo, burla de ellos todos los días;
Me llenó de amarguras, me embriagó de ajenjos
Mis dientes quebró con cascajo, me cubrió de ceniza;
Y mi alma se alejó de la paz, me olvidé del bien
Y dije: Perecieron mis fuerzas, y mi esperanza en Jehová
Misery loves company that’s what they always say
So I guess it’s no surprise that you’d sit next to me
With your hand on my shoulder you feel my heart is colder
I need to go back to that secret place with my consoler
On that hill top with nothing but the stars shinin'
With the only tree that oversees the whole horizon
Countless times your spirit will always meet me there
When my heart is broken crying that “this isnt fair”
This stargazer is crying out to bring me back to life
I know you’re all around me if I let it out tonight
People interceding that this pain inside is fleeting
Man I came so close to giving up I promise you wouldn’t believe it
Praying that this bitterness will turn out something sweeter
Following the crying sounds of wisdom cuz right now I need her
The scriptures says to pour my heart to the Master
So here I am Abba Father hope you brought a glass
Lamentaciones 5:19-22
