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Monster Lyrics by Xana

The Sex Was Good Until It Wasn’t (Deluxe)

2024

[Verse 1]
I hold your mistakes high over your head
Especially when they look like mine
I'm not one to hand out my forgiveness
But I expect it every time
It's just me and the accusations you made
It pains me to admit you were right
Someday I will be someone you resent
Honey, the pleasure is all mine

[Chorus]
Well, I heard you're calling me a traitor
Owe you a good apology, I'll do it later
Wrote all my stories and I paint myself thе good guy
This is the end of my tunnel, it's a gaslight
Yеah, I heard you're calling me a monster
After all the shit I pulled, you could do better
Heart of gold, will I fold for a good time?
I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right

[Verse 2]
You gave me your all
It was intimate
I guess it ain't your fault
That I can't commit
Yeah, you talk till you scream, I never listen
I couldn't help but feel so indifferent
Yeah, all my failures are visceral
I still taste blood from years ago
Push and shove til you're giving up
Just to prove you ain't good enough
Shoot my meanest words like arrows
I make damn sure they echo
I make damn sure they echo

[Chorus]
Well, I heard you're calling me a traitor
Owe you a good apology, I'll do it later
Wrote all my stories and I paint myself the good guy
This is the end of my tunnel, it's a gaslight
Yeah, I heard you're calling me a monster
After all the shit I pulled, you could do better
Heart of gold, will I fold for a good time?
I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right

[Verse 3]
I can't even be honest with myself
How could you believe I'd do that for someone else?
Lying out of my teeth and it sounds so nice
You're down on your knee, but I don't want that life
You're waiting for me at the back of the bar
While I'm kissing boys in the back of their cars
It's half past 3 and you're fast asleep
While I'm on the phone with Jodie
Will I ever know why I am like this?
I go for what I can't have like I'm righteous
I'm pointing all of my fingers, can't face the shame
If you wanna place blame, just say my name
I go home alone and I think it's strange
I got what I want but it don't taste the same
Now the only ones who know me are my felonies, tellin me
Everyone who's ever loved me is the enemy
I get high on all the jealousy
You can't forgive the infidelity
And I can't take it back and I don't wanna be
Someone who lives like that in this economy
When I was supposed to be a good friend, trusted
I snuck around with the love of your life instead
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
Well, I heard you're calling me a traitor
Owe you a good apology, I'll do it later
Wrote all my stories and I paint myself the good guy
This is the end of my tunnel, it's a gaslight
Yeah, I heard you're calling me a monster
(Calling me a monster)
After all the shit I pulled, you should do better
(You should do better)
Heart of gold, but I fold for a good time
I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right

[Outro/Refrain]
I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right
I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right
(You should do better)
I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right
(You should do better)
I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right
I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right
I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right
I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right
Do what I want, what I want over what's right
Credits
Xana

Xana

About “Monster” by Xana

Read the complete lyrics to "Monster" by Xana from the album "The Sex Was Good Until It Wasn’t (Deluxe)" in 2024. On Lyrks you can follow along with the full text, explore the artist's discography, and discover related songs. The track is often categorized under Pop.

"Monster" is performed by Xana. from the album "The Sex Was Good Until It Wasn’t (Deluxe)" in 2024 This page provides the full lyric text for fans who want to sing along, study the songwriting, or compare versions across releases. Lyrks organizes lyrics by artist and song slug so you can bookmark and share a stable URL. Music lyrics help listeners connect with emotion, narrative, and rhythm in a track. Whether you are learning English, researching a favorite chorus, or preparing for karaoke, having accurate line breaks and section labels (verse, chorus, bridge) makes the experience easier. We link to the official artist profile on Lyrks where available, including biography snippets, top songs, and chart placements when we have that data. If you enjoy "Monster", explore more songs by Xana using the links below. Chart and trending pages on Lyrks highlight what listeners are searching for this week. For copyright or correction requests, see our DMCA and contact pages.

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"Monster" is credited to Xana. Songwriting credits may include additional writers listed on the release; check the credits section on this page for linked collaborators.

"Monster" appears on "The Sex Was Good Until It Wasn’t (Deluxe)" in 2024.

Visit the Xana artist page at /artist/xana for biography, popular tracks, and links to more lyric pages.

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