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Suicidal Lyrics by Xknight

Therapy EP

2021

[Verse]
I've been suicidal, Eminem is my idol
I been depressed ever since my girlfriend just ended up leavin' me all red
For no reason, fuck lessons, I'm not havin' recent
Damn, I just want her back, tryna give her a chat on Snap and she isn't respondin', yeah
While, obviously when he left it all red
It's got me stressed
Like, have I said somethin' I should regret?
Her love is what I wanna re-get
I don't know if I can, I lendеd her happiness
And now I feel used 'causе after depression, she's now left
I wanna text her again, but what's the point when she won't say shit?
Maybe come find her in person, I don't wanna get slapped, pass out one
I'm supposed to be in love with, she ripped my whole heart apart
Woah, please don't avoid me when I speak, please
Just listen to me, whatever I did, I'm so sorry
I tried to fix it, but being with you was me and my glory
I really hope you hear this 'cause I wanna get your attention
I'll let you know you're the only one I truly love
And that's facts, if I truly was bad, tell me where I went wrong
Please, I wanna fix it all
But because of this, I feel suicidal as fuck
Life sucks, I suck at relationships
Maybe it's not for me, but I wanna try it again
And I want it with you, you're special for me, baby
Maybe we love each other too much
Oh god, please just let me fix the shit I did wrong
I thought it was happily ever after but this doesn't need shit
'Cause no matter what, the shit always falls flat
Friendships and relationships
No matter what happens, I miss the times we left together
But now my wrist is cut and it's gettin' red
I wanna send you, I know, but I'm tired of these depressin' notions
I'm tired of loadin', I'm tired of heartbreak
I feel pain
I didn't do shit wrong, I don't think
Wait, I'm not sendin' you hate
I just wanna understand why you won't answer
You're killin' me slowly, I guess bein' lonely is better
'Cause love is just cancer
With how it just kills you bit by bit
Which is why people end up givin' up
All I can do is cry
I just think about suicide
Now I know what [?] felt like
But I still wish he didn't kill himself and die
I looked up to him so much, pain is hard to be dealt with
But R.I.P to him
I don't know what the fuck I did
But bae, please, don't take this as a diss
I'm just askin' these questions
Like, why you never ever respond to my text messages?
I'm spillin' my heart, I'm killin' my arms
I guess this is karma
For bein' a dick in elementary
And I'm sorry to everyone, I used to not give a fuck
But I feel bad and I also have trash luck
I'm a fuck up, damn, man
I just suck at everythin'
I should kill myself
People won't feel pain if I do, maybe this afternoon
Take this as a suicide note
'Cause after tonight I ain't goin' home
It'll make the news
I'm tired of bein' alone since I was two years old
I've been feelin' suicidal
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Xknight

Xknight

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"Suicidal" appears on "Therapy EP" in 2021.

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