(Intro)
I asked her out she said no
I gotta see what my parents say
Then we talk and talk a lot
And we never do shit anyway
She moved on and found a guy
But then what did her parents say?
It’s not me, so is that why they went and said okay?
[Verse]
I wonder
My thoughts begin to blunder
Her mother
Probably hate me
Cause I went and hurt her baby
Maybe
She’ll realize that I loved her
That I wanted her
But her so call friend went and then ran her mouth cause she just wanted me
Then her other friends went and made fun of me
So why you come to me
And why you hatin
And then playin
Causing this humiliation
While I go take medication
Now my head just out here racin
I’m so far gone
I’m an afterthought
Now isn’t that
What your mother fucking, baby want?
Isn’t that what your baby want?
Isn’t that what your baby want?
What’s the big deal, if I’m out here
Let me in it’s not fair
Don’t go and throw a party if you tell people don’t come here
You say you don’t care
So I drink away
My emotions, at parties, that I don’t, get into
Invite me, I’ll forgive you
It gets me outta the shit that I’ve been through
I’m not tryna to convince you, but I am, that’s plan
While they say that I can’t, but I can
In reality
I’m just acting, how I gotta be
It’s allowed of me
Dad is proud of me
Now I’m lost
What you doing
What’s the cost
My Life?
Not yet
Elegance all in that jet
And you go and brag about that shit
While football players make bets and
Fucking allegations
Sucking, fucking, bitches erasing
And there’s people coming at you in your own presentations
And there’s profiling like Indians right at them gas stations and
The world ain’t right
It’s cruel
Go and hit outta that juul
And you got
Public speakers, saying if you do it you a fool
But please tell my why tho
I can’t go and fly tho
I wanna be so high, not on drugs, but my life tho
Just, let me live tho
Please don’t let me cry tho
Just tell me how it’s gonna be, I’m So Far Gone on this intro
(Beat Switch)
Yeah
Tell me how it gonna be from now on
Tell me how it gonna be from now on, yeah
You were the one I wanna count on
You were the one I wanna count on yeah, yeah
Talking on my phone then i gotta hold on
Yeah girl why I gotta hold on yeah, uh
Learning bout facts you ain’t finding
It’s a factor of law, don’t get mad now at all
Chillin on that dick you be ridin
Opening up in your life you be finding
Rewinding
You know that I’m writing you know that I’m grinding
While my main bitch here she ain’t trying
I wanna give up sit down, be reclining, still shining
While I’m just right here then rising
Fine dining
Got some choices that I’m deciding
Hope the stars gonna be aligning
When the friend groups are dividing
Yeah they wildin
I‘m the cockpit
You be piloting
Striking me in the heart like it’s lightening
Yeah it’s frightening
Got that miota I'm arriving in
Now they idoling
I gotta verse to go
It be moving slow
Not a second, minute, hour, or a week ago
But why’d it take a month to let a baby grow
Not In my life but I’m aboutta glow
While I’m changing the flow
And I’m changing the game
And I’m changing the name
Altering all your fame
Man it’s lame
Woo, damn, bitch, woah
What a shame
Saying I played you but I don’t play games
Now I’m just locked up in chains
And I’m popping my veins
While you just here switching lanes
And then you hurting more brains
Don’t believe all the claims
It's immature
Girl you be causing war
I don’t want nothing more
Damn, I’m just so far gone
(Talking)
Let me in the friend group shit, you know
I didn't mean to vent to y'all, but you know
I gotta let somebody know
