[Verse 1]
Look
Look lately I've been drinking less
Think it's the fact I got too much already on my chest
I mean, Honey Jack will either help it burn or make a bigger mess
Still got a lot to clean, nevertheless
And I've been feeling real distant from this world lately
People changing, relationships getting real rocky
Feeling stuck in a hard place, tell me that you got me
I just need to hear your voice, please tell me that you love me
Say everything going to be fine
Even if you lying
I just need a sign right now
Please help me God
I’ve been losing all of my patience, exposing all my flaws
I just need a sign right now, please help me God
I know, I know you got to struggle fore you finally win
But shit man, no one said it would be this bad
And I've been missing my niece, she growing up fast
I think she two or three now, I don't know damn
Doing all this shit, for the love of my dreams
Crazy how I do dream but I hardly get sleep
Get the most out of life fore it get the most out of me
But either way I need guidance so baby pray for me
Cus I know, I know things ain't how it should be
You say I haven't been acting like me lately
The way I see it, you just don't understand me
On Broad street at Rosa's, come and find me
My main focus remained focus that never changed
Even though I got everybody up in my face
Want to tell me how I should live from a day to day
But I got a mind of my own, it don't work that way
I just want to be a diamond to the ones around
To Colyn and Cecille I promise not to let you down
And after graduation, give my pops my cap and gown
And what I need from you is support, just hold me down
Real shit, I thank y'all for everything y'all showed me
Tony & Kay too, I'm proud to really call y'all family
Y'all been talking care of me since I was watching Disney
But on DMX shit, need to know is you with me
So so so many flipping out in my gym
Born in 94, I always go above the rim
Some people clap when you lose, don't applaud when you win
But on the real, that's some shit that I'll never get
For the future I'm a future problem for your favorite rapper
Talk my shit like I know I'm gon be the greatest ever
You disagree, we'll see how your cards playing later
Cus half these jokers won't last long, man they know better
Who you not me, Yashar is the name baby
Who gon stop me, not you no not even maybe
You amaze me, that's all I've been getting lately
It don’t phase me, it don’t pha-
Look, I know some who feel offended by my confidence
I can tell cus they face change when I talk my shit
But on the real, man I act like I don't notice it
But now something was said, they gon try to hide the shit
You can hide it from me, can't hide that truth from yourself
Please don't fake smile in my face cus that shit don't help
Man y'all see through, to them watered flows I'm Michael Phelps
Y'all backstroking w no guidance, boy y'all something else
See me you greet me like Don Vito back in 72
You had my back but now you trying to put a knife in it too
I keep my eyes open, let my silence speak in the room
I live and learn, learn and live, but I never lose
No, never lose, never lose, I live and learn, learn and live, but I never lose
Never lose, never lose, I live and learn, learn and live, but I never lose
Never lose, no I never lose, I live and learn, learn and live, but I never lose
Never lose, never lose, I live and learn, learn and live, but I never lose
