[Intro - YomiShious]
Things don't always make sense, I don't know, maybe this was my fault...but I don't know right now, cause you were pretty shitty too
[Verse 1 - YomiShious]
Wrecked walls, dressing room stall, smashed up n that isn't all, cause even before, I was gonna calmly to talk you down, you, with a knife held in one arm, then used the left to pick up a glass from the table and threw it in my general direction at the wall
She ran me into the side of the pavement, acting brainless n shameless, I dunno if she was spaced out, but how, could she be so reckless after we were putting pieces back together, like it had arrangement in places, we'd follow the clear signs laid within the maze to find the connection, slotting to put it into place, now we're just restricted, by being forced to hate cause that's just the easy play, to make when you're scared when you see your own face, in the mirror, you see clear-ly that rage is what lead us here last time, cracked lights, flickering lamp posts, snow fall, lights going out in all the houses on the street, I'm freezing, no coat, no phone, I'm alone, this was all just postponed by us both, when we know, we're reminded that the message the crow sent became true, 'bout how we've both just become hellbent, we'd fly away and live, in a tent with too far distance apart between us so we could be angry without harming each other, and find peace, if it's even possible, cooperating, collateral, damaging the balance every other person around us has, we've ruined them, alas, I've packed my bags, once before now, cracked my skull while just thinking about, how it all was before, we were just love sore, once more, won't come back for, nothing, this shit's crazy, just seeing your face phases me, I hate me, but that didn't just come about recently
[Verse 2 - YomiShious]
Time's ticking like big Ben, hear the ringing on the inside like the bell, but no second's left to rewind and try to hit my peak like the top of it's spike
Fuck I thought I was right, but look at how you hit me right in the back of my spine like a Tiger fighting another lion, with the shattered glass in hand, it drops on the floorboard's for you to break down and start crying, petrified for thinking you were gonna take my life like Johnny from the shining, once upon a time we would've been able to have a good grip on the knot we were tying, but as love said fuck off with the boundary breaking we left while we were sighing on how much of a dead end this path in the woods has been and giggled at the fact this shit was what we were really buying
Call me a hypocrite for hitting you up back on instagram with a DM saying I done fucked up, take me back with caution but please don't keep me locked in, as we may work better with a trial run, just lemme be your Niall Horan, remember when you screamed so loud at his concert, didn't know you were that big of a fan but now cause I blew up, even I have a few Stans
[Verse 3 - YomiShious]
Can't you fucking see that I'm sorry, damn, us parting ways drove me to becoming an alcoholic and a pill addict who'd OD at the back end of 2016 due to the stress of not having you in my life, and the stress of my career knowing I had no one on this ride with me to tell me they loved me, damn I think I'm angry, but it's all coming out of fear and sadness, tears rolling down my left cheek, it's all madness that we trying it again at last, I think I'm happy, spilling out my tears of joy out of gladness
My mind's in decay, you always knew I wanted to stay, yeah it may have been all fine from day to night but look at our stars, they no longer allign because that light that switched on, my, thoughts of time running away keeps me out of frame with who I wanna be, 'cos my past is climbing up the pipe. God, not been with you keeps me stuck in a delay
Truth in this mess with the lies of the past, coming haunting on my chest. Feel it crawling on my back, run it back and it's less truth than it seems, I'm sure. All of this wasn't intentionally done, but it was more than a cure
