[Part I: Mama]
[Verse]
This song for my mama, mama, promise that I'll get you here
You wanna go to Heaven, trust, I promise that I'll get you there
God is by my side, my teacher, showin' me what isn't fair
Showin' me how to fight for my own around here
They used to tell me I was nothing 'til I fought back
Let's go hold them memories, make sure they get brought back
I got Jesus by my side so you know I'll never fall back
Hallelujah, all my demons gone, back to their land they've gone back
They hatin' on the kid, thеy hatin' on the kid
They wanna make him sick, thеy wanna make him sick
But now I'm in the cut, smoke you like indica
Had enough of all this stuff, yeah, girl, it's been enough
Oh-oh, oh-oh (Oh)
And now we rising back up to the top
Was only nine when I got chased by the cops
PC Davies tried to tell me where I went wrong
Got outta the streets and now I keep my head strong
Mama wants me a job but I ain't goin' to the chicken shop
I remember back when they told me that I would be lickin' knobs
I'm hopin' for a miracle to get us outta here, oh
Yeah, to get us outta here
2020 fucked me up, I needed help
But I didn't get it, used to have the belt
Around my neck, full tightness, hangin' off the shelf
Only mama in my life, man, I didn't have no one else
MLG blocked me 'cause he thought I was stupid
Everyone around me, man, they think I'm for usin'
Old friends used to treat me like I was from pickin' and choosin'
Then they left me out their lives, got arrested for shootin'
I'm tryna help out all the people here
I don't need so souvinirs
In this room, it's blue in here
Gotta keep it cool in here
Papa used to tell me I'd never make it as a rapper
Then I might The Unknowns and I found out he a capper
Talked to my idol when I was twelve, I think I made it
I don't give a fuck about the motherfuckers hatin'
SeaOh told me that I was trash a year ago
Now he hears my shit and calls me the G.O.A.T, they fear me, ho
But I'd never be here if it wasn't for my mama
Had enough of all this shit, I don't care 'bout the drama
Nowadays they look at you just based on the sillouhette
Sleepin' on the sofa, got me wonderin' what pillow next
Nowadays they look at you just based on the sillouhette
Talkin' 'bout my mama, man, I might just have to kill you next
This that Nibxl verse BL!ZZXRD, this that C$ verse Embee
This the shit that's happenin' in my life, it makes me want to end me
Why the fuck ain't anybody here for me?
Guess I'ma go back to my mama 'cause she there for me (There for me)
This that Nibxl verse BL!ZZXRD, that C$ verse Embee
I'm lookin' all around me, only sin I've done is envy
Yeah, this that Nibxl verse BL!ZZXRD, that C$ verse Embee
I'm lookin' all around me, only sin I've done is envy
[Outro]
Wait, wait, now
This ice bucket—
Nice and loud
This ice bucket challenge
I nominate
I nominate my father, Clive Llewellyn and Uncle Owen, my uncle
And my mum's cousin or sister, or whatever (My cousin)
My cousin
Your cousin, my mum's cousin
No, your cousin
Um, I mean my cousin (Nathan)
What?
Nathan
What?
Nathan
Nackan?
Nathan
Nathan, ah
I'm begging you, I'm begging
[Part II: Cya]
[Interlude]
Who's come in, who's come in, huh?
What's he done?
He's ate chocolate
There he is... hiya Norman
You pleased? (Mhm)
[Intro: RJLDiablo]
I know I might seem ungrateful sometimes
But I'm thankful for being here
I'll see ya in the end, oh-oh, oh-oh
[Verse 1: RJLDiablo]
Ayy, hopped up in the droptop just to see ya', babe
All in our DM's until it's "Cya," babe
We just spent a couple racks up in Ikea, babe
Hope you understand that I need ya', babe, oh
We take risks like STEVE-O, use to smell like B-O
Used to think "I need mo'," and her head clean like chemo
[Chorus: RJLDiablo, Yurii, RJLDiablo & Yurii]
And I really wanna keep it on my own sometimes
(Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes, oh, oh)
And I really wanna keep it on my— on my own sometimes, oh
On my own sometimes, really wanna keep it on my own sometimes, oh
And I'm on my own sometimes, boy, keep it to myself 'cause I know some lie, oh
See ya' (Girl, I, girl, I, girl, I), girl, I see you, oh
And no matter all the tragedies we stride through
Nothing ever could divide you
'Cause I see ya', girl (Ayy)
'Cause I see ya', girl (Ayy)
'Cause I see ya', girl (Ayy)
[Verse 2: RJLDiablo, RJLDiablo & Yurii]
Ayy, brand-new foreign and it's Kawasaki
Used to be on "Waterpark" and then SeaOh washed me
Why they wanna cut ties before they even know me?
Homie, you don't own me (Nah, no)
[Refrain: RJLDiablo & Yurii]
She wan' talk 39, yeah, she wan' talk 39 (Oh-oh)
She wan' talk 39, yeah, she wan' talk 39 (Oh-oh)
She wan' talk 39, yeah, she wan' talk 39 (Oh-oh)
She wan' talk 39, yeah, she wan' talk 39 (Oh-oh)
[Bridge: RJLDiablo]
This for my mama, and my papa
For the children, the ones who wander
For the children, the police killed 'em
This for the children, got popped and filled 'em, hey
[Verse 3: RJLDiablo & Yurii]
And I've got some things in my past that I'm not picking up
Got some shit in my stomach, guess I'ma have to sick it up
Do what we learnt from the police, them hands, stick 'em up
'Cause this life ain't easy, 'specially when you don't give a fuck
Had to learn my lesson, had to figure out my blessings
Had to learn how it came to this, yeah, how it came to shit
How it came to dead bodies buried in the pit
She don't get the message that I don't want to talk, no
You don't get my message, guess I'm stuck in this rock, oh
Locked up in this chamber and I call it my heart, oh, oh, oh-oh
Yeah
[Outro: Yurii & RJLDiablo]
Yeah, then I guess I'll see ya' (I'll see ya' soon)
Then I guess I'll see ya' (I'll see ya' soon)
Yeah, then I guess I'll see ya' (I'll see ya' soon)
Then I guess I'll see ya' (I'll see ya' soon)
Yeah, the truth is only one step away (One step away, one step away)
The truth is only one step away (One step away, one step away)
Oh yeah, the truth is only one step away (One step away, one step away)
The truth is only one step away (One step away, one step away, oh)
