Yea these niggas turn to leeches when you up, and see you trying
When I needed you, you wasn’t here, don’t ask where I’ve been
I was crying out for help, you turned your back and kept silent (silent)
Then you publicized all the shit we only kept in private
I just stayed down, cause I was brought up to be solid
So after everything you did, I just wish you stayed honest (honest)
I been slipping in feelings, I’m in ‘em all day
I been chasing a feeling to make this all straight
I been trapped under pain I can’t escape
I’m okay, I’m okay, yeah
I been tripping over shit that can’t change
They don’t care bout who I am, they all just love me for my name
Y’all done pushed me past my limits, I will never be the same
I’m okay, I’m okay
Had to step up to the plate with the weight of worlds on my shoulders
Never crumble under pressure, hold your head up, keep composure
Cause they fear us cause we fearless, bless them streets that made us soldiers (soldiers)
I had to skip out on some meals
Just to hustle for this deal
I was afraid of being broke
But I was never scared to steal
And so if hell is really real, then I guess that’s where I’m going
Momma don’t be disappointed, I’ll be right back in the morning
But if I’m a sinner, that’s what humans do
I’d do life, instead of losing you
And when I get the chance, I’ll spend my nights to come and visit you
In your dreams, I’ll hold us together
Momma hold yo head up, just know I’ll love you forever
But I don’t beg for sympathy
Yea, I hang around some niggas that’ll really kill for me
Late nights, I can’t sleep, but this ain’t nothing new to me
Cause I done seen my momma cry, wish shit was how it used to be (wish shit was how it used to be)
Yea these niggas turn to leeches when you up, and see you trying
When I needed you, you wasn’t here, don’t ask where I’ve been
I was crying out for help, you turned your back and kept silent (silent)
Then you publicized all the shit we only kept in private
I just stayed down, cause I was brought up to be solid
So after everything you did, I just wish you stayed honest (honest)
I been slipping in feelings, I’m in ‘em all day
I been chasing a feeling to make this all straight
I been trapped under pain I can’t escape
I’m okay, I’m okay, yeah
I been tripping over shit that can’t change
They don’t care bout who I am, they all just love me for my name
Y’all done pushed me past my limits, I will never be the same
I’m okay, I’m okay
Didn’t like the way we’d end off
I been missing feelings
So call me when you get off
My heads up in the ceiling
We can pick up where we left off
These talks a do some healing
But then I think about your fake love
You never showed the real thing
When I be laying low, just peeping shit
Acting blind to all yo moves, I see you think you sneaky bitch
Moving shady, playing brazy, you a fan on feature shit
Got these bitches going wild, yea
I’m tryna numb the pain
I’m trying every strain
I'm trying every dosage
Anything to change
But when a nigga got exposure
Niggas got to moving strange
Tryna feed off me like vultures
Down the road, it’s all a game
But if you play me like game, you ain’t never coming back though
Make sure the energy the same, you gone stay right where you at bro
Don’t just love me for the fame, cause I know it’s all just cap hoe
Before you speak down on my name, just be sure to check the stats though
Zayy
Yea these niggas turn to leeches when you up, and see you trying
When I needed you, you wasn’t here, don’t ask where I’ve been
I was crying out for help, you turned your back and kept silent
Then you publicized all the shit we only kept in private
I just stayed down, cause I was brought up to be solid
So after everything you did, I just wish you stayed honest
It’s Zayy
