[Intro: DJ Mykael V]
(95) Sometimes
Sometimes I really ask myself
Was it really all worth it (95)
All the sacrifice
That went into where we at right now
Man I wonder, man I wonder
[Chorus: 350]
Yeah, sometimes I'm feelin' like its all for nothin
Other times I feel I'm onto somethin
'Times I'm feelin' likes its all for nothin
Got me feelin' like, I be feelin like
What do I need to prove to myself?
Am I really foolin' myself?
[Verse 1: Ray Alexis]
Yeah, as of late I've been gettin' reckless and out of control
Feel like my pen been goin' off got a mind of its own
And my therapist's on the linе as I cry through the phone
And my heart has been bеating slowly, its heavy as stone
And my friends they have gone, I can't even blame em'
Cuz I don't even trust myself as I go through these changes
As a man of the Lord, well I'm young and I'm anxious
And all the talents that I'm slayin', it's God who I'm praisin
And I know that I ain't alone I just feel like I've lost patience
Try to keep it all together, but my heart's breaking
And the people that I let in you know they started takin
And the people that didn't want me I just stopped chasin'
Now my brothers is on the line, we prisoners facin' time
My homie sits in a cell, and I'm constricted in my mind
Hoping to get a sign, thinkin' everything be fine
They say better days ahead and I'm praying this draws the line
[Chorus: 350]
Yeah, sometimes I'm feelin' like its all for nothin
Other times I feel I'm onto somethin
'Times I'm feelin' likes its all for nothin
Got me feelin' like, I be feelin like
What do I need to prove to myself?
Am I really foolin' myself?
[Verse 2: Aable]
Yo, another day, another dollar lost
Another prayer, another holocaust
This the price to be filled but, tell me what its hollow cost
But he lost his handle but he got it back, on the cross
Yeah, they hear me rap, and they tell me that I have it
But I'm wonderin' am I an addict with expensive habits
Yo I gotta get paid, but when I tryin' out
Seems the only way to get a raise is raisin eyebrows, wow
They live and learn while they live and earn
Just to realize that cremate matter won't stay livin earned, yuh
I'm thinkin about it, it got me concerned
My music like my faith life, will I, live to see it return?
I don't know, but I got my bros, I bet they go to war for me
Gotta go before me, guarantee he hold the door for me
Lately I've been lookin' at the day
I appreciate bodega's, I just hate, what convenience had in store for me
[Chorus: 350]
Yeah, sometimes I'm feelin' like its all for nothin
Other times I feel I'm onto somethin
'Times I'm feelin' likes its all for nothin
Got me feelin' like, I be feelin like
What do I need to prove to myself?
Am I really foolin' myself?
[Verse 3: 350]
So intimate flow, into your soundscape's
Livin lowkey, no BS around lately
Talk about the sacrifice, don't think I could
Run a mile a minute in my head, don't think I'm good
Been working 9 to 5, so I can write my fears on wood
Ain't' make my family proud I let them down some years back
Would I change it all to live a stable life, my momma would like?
Or walk inside my calling trusting that my God will provide, huh
Ask in 10 years, it'll either be in Grammy speaches
Or in Andy features, and I tell it how it was
Cuz faith don't make a lot of sense until it does
Like you won't think a lot of me until I buzz
I'm on some longevity, God tellin' me I gotta give it all
If all I have is all I got, make no mistakes I finna ball
95 incinerate, Mykael V accelerate
When we at the top just tell him that it started on this tape
[Chorus: 350]
Yeah, sometimes I'm feelin' like its all for nothin
Other times I feel I'm onto somethin
'Times I'm feelin' likes its all for nothin
Got me feelin' like, I be feelin like
What do I need to prove to myself?
Am I really foolin' myself? Yea
