[Verse 1]
4:30am and I can't sleep/
I met this chick, let's just say shit went pretty deep/
I ain't never felt this way before, so I implore/
I wanna meet her again, this stuff I cannot ignore/
These are one of those nights, I'm letting out on the figurative floor/
The best lyrics from me are done in a sate like this, you wanna hear more?/
You do, let's do an encore/
I'm looking for people to talk with, I ain't looking to score/
You heard ftt right, I shat on everybody's corpse/
Oh but I feel, I don't know how I feel/
Feelings are just mundane stuff you can eat like a meal/
I got to asking myself multiple times is this real/
I know how much of a cliche that is, but it doesn't feel real/
Right now I feel like these could be my best lyrics, the real deal/
Whatever you do buddy, don't get me in my feels/
Out of control but I love the sense of not having any/
How many messages have you sent, I dunno man, too many/
I think I counted but it's a little hazy/
Well at least everybody knows this is for real, this ain't lazy/
C'mon I'm acting like I'm a little baby/
She'll pick it up and check it, maybe/
Fuck all that eating, this the shit that's important/
Fuck playing games, this the stuff that's important/
Yeah, abandoning responsibilities, awesome/
I never was my best with them on like a condom/
[Hook]
I don't wanna say I ain't felt this way/
If you got something going on this the shit you wanna play/
And just swerve away/
This is the stuff nobody can convey/
Feelings that don't feel mundane/
Oh fuck man I feel like I can't sustain/
C'mon just swerve away/
You know I wanna talk deep today/
And it's only monday/
If you'd tell me to throw my responsibilities away/
I would reply with an okay/
[Verse 2]
Yeah I'd reply with an okay/
4:58 now yeah okay/
I hope these feelings never fade away/
If somebody wants to talk deep they'll save my day/
The funny part is I seem like the type to keep that at bay/
But there ain't no price to pay/
I ain't got no price to pay/
Feelings are complicated, they work in mysterious ways/
I want more but I'd still want to see myself astray/
Like could she ever be the reason/
For me hit ten million/
What the fuck is this feeling, I'm on a zillion/
The situation complicated af so I feel like a minion/
Like I've seen this pan out on tv so many times/
Like you're crazy for a person, that hits you like a knife/
I never want a wife, this time I'd go with that wife/
Fuck tha trap and all that, this is my life/
Oh but there is complications in the way/
I've got a filter so that really does weigh/
I love people so I'd never want to ruin their day/
But I'd do anything to just talk deep and stay/
These might be the realest rhymes from MK/
Solving this puzzle with feelings is like an essay/
At this point I'd almost pay/
But I gotta keep my feelings at bay/
[Hook]
I don't wanna say I ain't felt this way/
If you got something going on this the shit you wanna play/
And just swerve away/
This is the stuff nobody can convey/
Feelings that don't feel mundane/
Oh fuck man I feel like I can't sustain/
C'mon just swerve away/
You know I wanna talk deep today/
And it's only monday/
If you'd tell me to throw my responsibilities away/
I would reply with an okay/
[Bridge]
But I gotta say Marvin's room right now is hard to listen to/
If I was in a state like that I'd let everything through/
But I've almost let eveything through/
There's not a lot of situations like this, not even a few/
But seriously, I goddamn hate this feeling 'cause it's lurking me/
I feel like it's taking a hold and just jerking me/
Just let fucking go of me already/
I spoke for fucking five hours how can I feel so empty/
[Outro]
It's therapeutic as fuck when you record audio messages/
They cut so deep, you run out of sentences/
And guess where is the emphasis/
The emphasis is in my gentleness/
Like I might've just fucked a situation up/
Don't think for a second that I'd act like I don't give a fuck/
I just hope I don't get stuck/
I'mma keep pushing buttons, I'mma keep pushing my luck/
But I gotta tell you, I'm the cheat code of relationships/
That right there's a pro tip/
[Outro #2]
Check it, This is that braggadocia part/
I love it how I'm special, she didn't wanna hang with you at all/
You wanted once a week, I get that already and I ain't even gotta call/
I love it how you still did crawl/
Sure I ain't gon' say I never wanted to crawl/
But at the end of the day I'm in deep, so I ball/
She just took a knife real sharp and stabbed it through your heart/
