[Verse 1]
And I can't stop having these visions right now yeah/
Listen to me when I'm talking deep yeah/
'Cause all I got is myself, I've been living like that yeah/
Al I got is myself, no tolerance, I want back yeah/
I fell last night in the club/
I failed again with everything and I gave a fuck/
I was going out the front door/
While those bitches didn't even want more/
Don't tell me that's normal, 'cause it ain't normal/
'Cause to me what happened after that was paranormal/
I was walking out like I need some deep/
I'll get it from anywhere and I ain't cheap/
This is a bad dream, I need some sleep/
But since October I've already been asleep/
Look in my face when I'm talking to you/
'Cause from your eyes I can see a view/
Listen to what I gotta say and don't fall through/
'Cause I'm in the club and I can see this ain't true/
I'm the darkest person you can find out here/
'Cause my taste for fortune is greater than my fears/
I do not give a fuck if I can't steer/
All I gotta tell you is stay clear/
Oh and I keep having visions like I'm a creative genius/
I'm so confident I'd call myself the new Jesus/
'Cause needless to say it's all needless/
I talk a lot in public but deep down I'm speechless/
Sorry, been writing my future out, that's why I'm sleepless/
Sorry, unlike you, I feel like I ain't got no weakness/
But really I've got a weakness/
'Cause I suffer from uniqueness/
Fuck you for ever saying I sucked/
Fuck you for ever saying I'm stuck/
I'm educating myself, we're talking stocks//
I'm educating myself 'cause all I ever wanna see is rocks/
And these days I can't go forth/
I wanna live yolo like James Dean, in short/
I feel like it's all written out there for me/
I feel like it's all just out there waiting for me/
I'm special, I've always felt special/
When I say that just know I'm dancing with the devil/
Trust me, my arrogance is so high you can't get on this level/
Just know that I never wanna be careful/
I feel like there's arrogance pouring into my brain/
If you'd tell me to make it rain, I'd make it rain/
I do not give a fuck 'cause this is my reign/
Lemme feel free again 'cause I've been in chains/
Don't know what's happened or what's going to happen/
All I care about is increasing traction/
[Verse 2]
I'm transcending into my creative space/
I gotta tell you, you should find that kinda place/
You don't wanna grind 9 to 5 for a paycheck/
You wanna be homeless or on top and think what's next/
What's next/
What's next is me feeling like a god/
I just feel like I cannot fail at all/
I feel like I'm just constantly going higher/
Look at these other guys 'cause I'm the sole survivor/
And I'm the best you've ever seen just 'cause I feel like it/
We live in a world dominated by feels, take a look at that film reel/
Y'all are far too kind/
I'mma get stuck in my mind/
I'mma convince myself that I all ever needed was the grind/
I'll start thinking I actually stand a chance with something else too 'cause it's my time/
Yeah, it's my time/
I've started to feel the weight of the climb/
Yeah, it's my time/
'Cause I've seen myself standing on that shrine/
Yeah, it's my time/
I'm seeing myself in my prime/
Rhymes so illegal you'd call 'em a crime/
But I'm still waiting for a sign/
Just feel me already, yeah, show me that sign/
[Outro]
You'll never understand me so don't even try
I thought I didn't give a fuck with this bitch who cries/
I guess I'm unpredictable, you can see it in my eyes/
'Cause right now eyes just don't lie/
Thank you for ever doubting me/
Thank you for ever clowning me/
Thank you for ever drowning me/
Thank you for ever talking down on me/
'Cause someday you'll see that that's what I can use for my advantage/
I'll use that to my advantage while your bitches will be suffering from miscarriages/
'Cause I say fuck that life 'till it hurts/
I always say I ain't normal, I even wear different shirts/
Yeah, different shirts/
