[Chorus: RO-B. Z.]
Holding on to my addiction
The only thing that keeps me sane
People taking chunks out of my heart
Until there's nothing left to take
Breaking bonds and burning bridges
But I'm not the one to blame
They're all saying I'll never make it
What can I say? That's just my lane
[Verse 1: RO-B. Z.]
Music's to me like a drug- I think I'd rather be addicted (Yeah)
Take it from me and throw it far, and what's the point of even living?
'Cause I can't imagine my life without this thing that always keeps me driven
And I wish it would stop, and I wish that it wouldn't, 'cause I don't ever want to go without it
'Cause what is reality compared to my fantasy?
I'd rather take one over everything else
And reality ain't looking good at the moment, considering the cards that I've dealt
'Cause family's too far, my friends think I'm marred
And half of the time, my mom is at odds with me
My faith is so charred, and I'm a retard who can only blame himself for all of this happening! (Damn!)
And music's the only thing that grants me rest and makes me feel like I have a worth
And they all see that, and still aim for my neck, 'cause they all wanna see me biting the dirt
'Cause ain't nobody wanna see me make it to the top
They'd rather just see me fall and submit (Yeah)
And I swear to God, it's affecting my mind
And affecting my trust- damn it, I don't even know where to begin
I cannot trust God, I cannot trust mom
Or those that I love, and after the hate
I can't even trust myself, only the music I make
Cause this right here, it's life to me
Take it away, and a casket's where I'd be
'Cause this is my lane, and I'm taking hold of it
So don't pull it away from me, 'cause, damn it, I'm-
[Chorus: RO-B. Z.]
Holding on to my addiction
The only thing that keeps me sane
People taking chunks out of my heart
Until there's nothing left to take
Breaking bonds and burning bridges
But I'm not the one to blame
They're all saying I'll never make it
What can I say? That's just my lane
[Verse 2: Cody Wasabi]
I’m walking this lonely road like Green Day, my shadow is my only friend (Right)
My depression and bad thoughts attacking my brain, I hoping this all would end (Stop it)
But how I’m going to feel better, when there’s no one to stop or slow down the pain?
I’m on my own and I feel insane, I hope someone pick me up like the crane game (Facts)
No girlfriend to vent to (Nope), and no homie to talk to (Nope)
I’m just on my lonely, the wall’s the only thing that I talk to (Right)
When I was young, everybody told me that no one will ever want you (Right)
Now I’m in a dark room with nothing but hate in my heart, and it’s dark like tar, dude (I hate it)
I wonder why I can’t be loved like my family members and classmates (Why)
What’d I do to be nominated as the black sheep of my family tree? (Swear)
Some days I be wishing I was brave enough to end it all (Right)
But yet I have no balls, I’m so lost- I’m just trying to find myself
So I pick up the mic, I start writing and spitting
I told myself, “To be known as a dope rapper, that is the mission
If they hating and bitching, they could suck dicks until they die from a sickness”
I guess I’m all by myself, that is ok
I’ll find a way to be loved and great, but until then, I am-
[Chorus: RO-B. Z.]
Holding on to my addiction
The only thing that keeps me sane
People taking chunks out of my heart
Until there's nothing left to take
Breaking bonds and burning bridges
But I'm not the one to blame
They're all saying I'll never make it
What can I say? That's just my lane
[Outro: RO-B. Z.]
But I'm not the one to blame
That's just my lane
