[verse]
This is my autumn, this is my introduction to winter
This is my holiday juggle of morals to face paint a sinner
This is my battle of beautiful struggles, and card up the sleeve "I love you"s
An earthquake-jenga-head-fuck, making cuddling so fucking uncomfortable
This is a missed breath from a misled kiss meant to fake emotions belong
My insecurity button that helps me pretend nothing's wrong
Hiding painting's reflections, hidings affections to fight them in
And convince you to plant the seed of a flower that wouldn't grow in my environment
I just wanted to feel normal, important, warm
I wanted to feel cozy when it rained instead of depressed by a storm
Wanted a hand to hold when my heart skips, maybe worth one tear in your eye
I just wanted one person to love me so I wouldn't be so afraid to die
So when I sleep I rest, not a psyche to fuck
But a comfort to kill anxiety so I can swallow without it getting stuck
I just wanted to breathe so I pretended to be
Another reason you'll never learn to trust, or forgive me
[hook]
Breathe, just remember to breathe...
I just wanted to breathe, you ever forget to breathe?
I forget to breathe, I forget to breathe, I forget to...
[verse]
This is the insecurity I choose to live in
This is the compulsive life I choose to obsess over whether forgiven
My anxiety forces lying sprees to cover up who I am
'Cause I don't lie to others, just myself, I don't feel like a real man
I got youth problems, I'm stubborn, I try to fit in other people's molds
To the point I can't be myself and every love I've felt feels old
It's hard 'cause everyone's numb -they built walls up to put their back on them
They suck virginity to pledge youth, I got hair on my face I don't know how it happened
But I loved you, all of you, everyone I touched
I fall for nothing, left with nothing just to believe in your trust
I loved you, I loved you, I loved a stranger and a player
A forgetful fuck pecking at danger, at danger at...
You will never be it, you will, no, no, no...
I will not be another you can kill it, so kill it and let go
You wanna kick me while I'm down, stand on my back and be proud
Well who's the monster now, bitch? Who's the monster now?
[hook]
Breathe, just remember to breathe..
I just want to breathe, I just wanted to breath..You ever forget to breath?
I forget to breathe, I forget to breathe, I forget to breathe, I forgot to...
...Breathe
I forget to breathe, I forgot to breathe
[verse]
No more, no more, no more, no more
Every breath is worthless, it means nothing anymore
Chop me down, go ahead I see right through
I wasted tears, I wasted innocence on you
I remember, I remember, I remember yesterday
I remember, I remember, I remember you would say
Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me it's too late
Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me it's too late-
-for butterflies, they flew away when you trapped them with a kiss
Why would you pluck the thorns from beauty and leave nothing to protect with
This is ridiculous, it's disgust or mistrust, maybe cupid missed us
Or the arrow hit you so sharply the pain makes you pissed off
You can break for your fake piece, an artificial whole
You can't erase the bruises on your neck from them ten foot poles
This is my autumn, my life, my turn, my space we...
Butter me up for love, black black black heart baby
[hook]
Breathe, just remember to breathe
I just want to breathe
I forget to breathe, I forgot to breathe
I forgot to breathe, I forgot to breathe, I forgot to breathe
I forgot to ...
Breathe
I forgot to breathe, I forgot to breathe
[verse]
Who's the monster now, who's the monster now?
Who's the monster now, who's the monster now?
Who's the monster now, who's the monster now?
Who's the monster now, who's the monster now?
You can't touch me, I could care less about your love
I grew on strength all cause you couldn't fathom, strictly you picked on what I was
And built up, phony fake voice tone and all crazy
"Forgive me, forgive me" black heart baby
Don't please me, you're see-through
I'll break free, I'll break you
No more mocking and blocking mental pictures, pretending you're innocent
No more trusting stupid fucks, my arms are closed, you're never forgiven
[hook]
Breathe, I forgot to breathe, I just want to breathe
I forget to breathe, who the fuck forgets to breathe?
I forgot to breathe, you made me forget to breathe
Made me forget to breathe, made me forget to breathe
How do you forget to breathe?
I forgot to breathe, I forgot to breathe
You made me forget to breathe, I forgot to breathe
I forgot to breathe, I forgot to breathe
I forgot to... breathe, I forgot to... breathe
I forgot to breathe...
