Verse 1 (Justin Freeman)
Lets start with congratulations
Everybody lets hear it for
My dad, cause it is clear that you're
Deserving of the dad of the year award
Sometimes I wanna grab a spear and thorn
And give it towards, your skin and pores
And give it sores, cause we've been ignored
For ten years or more, you don't think we're impor-
Tant enough, or that we're worth living for
Or to give support? They always told me when it rains then it pours
Well i can see the cumulonimbus form
And remember that you gave us the digits for
A phone you diddnt have the minutes for
I guess you getting closer to your children isn't want the digits were intended for
Its a collision course, but then of course
I just can't be mad cause you're a bastard right?
Was it gods plan for you to pack at night
Say your last goodnight and leave for half your life?
Got church member that are asking like
Can you help me out I've got a ratchet wife that ain't actin' right
Man that happened twice, boy i'd love to hear you give em' that advice
Whats the sacrifice? See i had to write
Cause you put this stain on my heart
And if i could change the time, i wouldn't change a line
I took the pain and made it my art
And with this brain of mine i had a frame of mind
That is aimed at making my mark
Put the last name aside, i feel a change inside
Im just anger saying (?) my thoughts
Chorus
Through all the people that been putting their doubt on me
I never looked at you and saw if you're proud of me
Its too late, its too late, its too late for you
Its too late, its too late, its too late uh
And i don't think you even really know what hurt means
Cause i'm just tryna rise myself up out these dirt dreams
Hook (Repeat x3)
Its too late, its too late, its too late for you
Its too late, its too late, its too late
Verse 2 (Justin Freeman)
You left before i was two digits, what you couldn't come for a few visits?
No excuse given. Don't you ever even think for two minutes that I'm cool with it
Who are you kidding? You diddn't do anything to deserve room in this
Life i have, but im not too livid theres no use getting
Mad at you, then its, cause of youve been inside the cool business
And refusing to be included, inside your kids lives
But what you feeling cause, i can look and see your true image father
You got us going crazy like a lunatic, and im losing it
Every time i hear a phrase with you in it, you either have new kids or new women
See my mood isnt very beautific, since age 9 i haven't spoke to you
I hope that you dont think me adding you on facebook was me trying to get close to you
I just diddnt think i was supposed to do, ive got 6 siblings that i owe it to
Cause, them knowing that im here for them is what i put all my time and focus to
You left open wounds, ive got a younger sister that just turned twenty from age nineteen
I just found her two years ago, yeah that might seem like a nice dream
But she's not, used to having me around, cause you, left her when she was like three
We dont, have a bond or relationship, its hard to get her to do the right thing
Chorus
Hook
Verse 3 (Justin Freeman)
I can, write up a three and verse four, with this dirt stored
Does it hurt your, pride to know the proof and evidence
That i am worth more, i had to search for, it was
Your fight but now its her war, while you served lords
Behind church doors, we were dirt poor, no Merch stores
Every shirt torn i had to work towards, everything i had
We never rode bikes or, played pretend with a Nerf Sword or a Surf Board
Its the worst sore, yeah that's for sure
I rehearsed chords and i performed
But what hurts more is that
We're your second and your first born
What the, heck you put us on this earth for
Its too late for you to say that you're sorry
