“congratulations, you have broken the white eye barrier, what do you see?”
I see all i see everything, anything in light x3
So what makes you think your actions words are truly out of sight, cause i may be stuck in glass but your ass is on the line cause refutal conversations conjur cold or anxious fights, that’s when i pay attention cause your tells tell me u lie, i may be 19 but sightseeing where i lie, look inside that mirror past the acne scars and wine, cause benign internal fences fracture feelings thoughts and highs, i prioritise everybody’s time push mine to side, i pick out imperfections in people to retrace mine. i’m a simple observer that takes everything to heart, cause you see me in this skin but you don’t know where i start, i can look into your life to play and pick it all apart, discard the fake persona applied now that’s art, everybody lies everybody’s in there head, i remember all the dates i remember words said, i learned that no one cares about my problems apart from me, this is the outcome treachery of memories
Mother fucker
God, trauma, family, cuts, barrier, time, notice, lust, derealization maturity sobriety’s trust
Pears wheres your fear where’s the hate it’s over here, all your pity little actions amuse me to boost careers, appear to love and lust just to swing from chandelears but underneath the character you call yourselfs is clothed dispear, disappear from this gear that your in your nowhere near cause u haven’t figured out that no one’s ever truly here, you worry what people think when they worry bout what you hear, cause your image must be perfect to make it in within this sphere
Gimme room to breath i don’t want your fuckin attention i don’t want ur sympathy i just want you to fuckn listen cause i’ve been through thick and thin but i always used to miss it when that knife was to my head something changed full of resentment
Back to the basics back when i’m wasted wailing worried wrong and raging back to the fact i was acting adjacent to death my demise the reprise of escapist track the attacks of those scumfuck faces fuck fearing ur thoughts ur applause or praises pulled out myself and my health from phases from thinking and drinking and breaking and wasted honest modest harnessed say it no different to you your crew or caretakers equal to prequels to sequels the ages not special nor you nor who face it
You weren’t friends you were place holders for different slots of time you helped me drown out all the noise for that i thank you but good bye now you may amount to nothing that says something bout your mind instead of caring bout your world i’m too busy building mine
As i sit behind these pains observing change i’m still at loss, i realise life is cycles when u rise to when u rot, i’m still afraid of change what can i say i’m lost in thought, but i can’t be blaming others at some point it is my fault
Closure or growth closure or growth why obtain one when i can have both, i’m somewhere between ill grab both the throats do anything that i can to get up and to go
Lost in my head, i just wanna rewind was i depressed or just losing my mind, where’s the time gone take out the batteries life, those moments were yours but i want them as mine
Here in your bed but was i ever truly here, got some things i can give if i never see you again, need to get hold or ill end up like victor cole, ik i was wrong concepts of time cause the toll, think i need carer cause of the white eye barrier, but every man breaks so i can still carry her, but i wonder why her cause the house is on fire, but my head is the house can’t figure out desires, did you mean to haunt me is that why this is happening, do i call on a god mnemosyne treachery of memories. these windows ain’t pains there 4 sides to the bottle that iv drunken myself into why my sight is horizontal, the waves of emotions they’re the currents of liquor awful, i had to get sober to put my life through a remodel. bro just wanted friends wanted some ken he wanted out to end the pain in his brain it truly was a drought, but he gave a few more years to try and pry himself out, so he could tell you bout this story on this album out loud
